Wednesday, October 3, 2018

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is getting your letter written late tonight because I just got done typing out my answers to my first exam in my new course and submitting it. I should find out what I got either tomorrow or Friday hopefully. It wasn't that it was a hard exam it was a lot of writing. I had a question in regards to a transition that I have gone through in my life this far and Mom wrote about you. I wrote about all that I went through when I lost you. I wrote the struggles that I faced at first to how I am right now. Mom even mention her blog. I hope that I get a good grade on it but one never knows. Mark read it over and said it was good so we shall see! 
 Today is another rainy and crappy day...shocker right? Not! I am hoping that today will be the last of this weather and we finally see some sunshine. It is very much needed here! Mom made homemade beef stew for dinner tonight and homemade garlic and cheese biscuits. Everything should be done in about 15 minutes so we will be having an early dinner tonight for sure. Pups are already fed as well. Mom is on a roll today! Earlier before I started studying I was able to prep dinner for tonight by making the stew, gather the trash up, dust, do laundry, put away clothes, vacuum and then get ready. I thought that was pretty darn good. Mom seem to have slept really well last night. My tracker said that I slept almost 7 hours restful and 2 hours light and I wasn't awake very long. That is the best night sleep by far since I started using this thing. It has been several months now and I still enjoy it. Mom is on a 20 day streak with making goal. That is the best I have ever done as well. I walk between 7,000-10,000 steps a day and that equals out to be about 2.5-3 miles per day. I feel good and that is what matters. Mom is also continuing to watch what she eats. I think you would be proud of me. 
 Last night I spoke with Grandpa and Debbie for a bit. We caught up with everything that has been going on. Not really that much but it was nice to touch base with them. Debbie has about 3 more weeks before she returns back to work. She is doing excellent! This coming Tuesday will be her Birthday. Meme called me this afternoon on her break. She is doing okay but Bob had an appointment and the doctors were not happy. All his levels are through the roof again and he is not doing what they have asked. They want him to move around daily and not sleep all the time. He is doing the opposite. He is skipping meals and medicines too. Mom is not sure of what to do to help this situation out but I will listen to Meme when she needs to vent. We have all told Bob that we are concerned but he is doing what he wants. Please just watch over him and all of us my sweet precious son. Thank you.
 Tonight will be a night filled with eating, cleaning the dishes from that and then relaxing. Mom is kind of tired and her back is hurting her right now so I am going to take it easy for the night. Bed early and right back at it again tomorrow with Mark being at work and Mom studying. I will be back with another letter to you as well. I will whisper to you as I always do tonight so listen for my voice and lets smile together at the same time when you here Mom. The candle has been lit for you all day long as well. Have a fun evening doing all kinds of things that you need to do and want to do. Come be with Mom during the night or visit me in my dreams if you can. That would be super. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are living inside my heart, mind, body and soul. I miss you so much. More than words. Dinner will be done any minute so I must go for now. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting people's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. 2 Corinthians 5:18–19, NIV
Lord our God, our Father in heaven, we come to you as your children. Bless us, we pray. Bless us especially in days when fear tries to take hold of us. Let your help come down to us as you have promised, the great help in Jesus Christ, who shall come to redeem the whole world. Bless us through your Word. Renew us again and again to stand firm and true to you, for you are our help for redemption and reconciliation through Jesus Christ. Amen.

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