Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this beautiful Monday evening? I hope you are flying high and flying free doing all that you need to and all that you want to! Mom is doing well. The weather is gorgeous outside. Blue skies and 85 degrees. Humid but I will take it. The rest of the week will be in the 90's so I am enjoying the cooler air right now. 
 I am so sorry that I have not been able to write to you like I have wanted to. We started moving on Friday evening and did it all day Saturday until 7 pm and then restarted again at 10:30 am on Sunday. It was just a busy weekend and it went by quite fast. We are glad that it is done and over with though. We have everything pretty much set except on how we want the loft to be. We are going to make it 1/2 office and 1/2 media room to relax, watch tv, and/ or listening to music. It will look good once we finish it that's for sure. I had several moments where I was doing something and went to say Snickers name and I said yours. Happened again today. Wonder if you were letting me know that you are here with me in this new place! I need to smudge and that is it! I know you will approve on that : )
 Mom is doing a little better as far as the fall that I took last Tuesday is concerned. My ribs on the right side still really hurt but I did everything anyways this weekend. I tried to take it easy and I believe that I did but maybe I did over do it just a smidge! Snickers is adjusting to the new apartment well. Better then I thought. Max is doing really well except for all the stairs that he has to climb up. We are looking into some alternatives to help him out. He really has a hard time with the stairs but he is definitely being a trooper. I have lost my patience with him a couple times but I am doing better and I am learning. I have to. Max is old and needs help. Watch out for him and if you can help him along the way to have things get easier for the ole boy. Thanks Tyler.
 I hope that even though I have been unable to write to you... you know that I have been thinking of you and missing you like crazy. I talk to you all the time and I do on a daily basis. I hope you can hear Mom. I talk to you in the morning, afternoon, and in the evenings. I always will. Please know that being without you is the hardest thing for Mom. It hurts like crazy and it sucks to know end. I cry and shed tears throughout the day. Some days are better then others and then there are days that I can't get a grip on my emotions. This roller coaster ride is 1 that I want to get off and have you back here with me where you belong. It is hard for me to hear that you are happy in the Heavens above but on the flip side of that it comforts me to know that you are free of everything. I miss you so much Tyler. Please know you are my everything still and always will be. 
 Now that everything is finished I can get back into a routine again. I will be writing to you like I used to. I will be happy as well. I missed it so much. Tonight the sky will be clear so I will look up to see you shining brightly. I will whisper to you as I always do. 
 I hope that you have a restful and peaceful evening. Sweet dreams my sweet son and Angel. I love you to the moon & back and all the way around the world. Forever!!!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!