Dear Tyler,

How are you doing my sweet son in the Heavens above? I hope you are doing all that you want and need to on this sunny Tuesday afternoon. Mom is doing well or as well as can be. I just had the opportunity to chat with Grandpa & Great Grammy over the phone. They both are doing well and they both miss you. Everyone talks about you all the time. I talk about you all the time. I miss you like crazy. I guess this week and next week are going to be tough for Mom. This Sunday is Mother's Day and it will be the first one without you. Last year I did not get to see you but we spoke over the telephone as it was the day after Snickers bit me in the face and I didn't want you to see me like I was. I was in a lot of pain but I know we spoke several times throughout the day and that made me feel so much better and closer to you. Then next week is Mom's Birthday. I know you already know this but I have a message from you over Facebook wishing me a Happy Birthday and telling me you love me. It will stay there forever! I also have a voice mail from you on my cell phone wishing me a Happy Birthday too. Again.. that will forever stay on my phone so that I can hear your voice telling Mom you love me. There is so much going on right now here for us but it doesn't make me not think of you. I get sad during the day and evenings. I think of you all the time. I look at your pictures constantly and I cry. I know you are always with me and near me but it just isn't the same. I guess I want to be selfish. I love you more than any words can ever say and I miss you so much!
 I watched my show last night.. Long Island Medium and I cried as usual. I think it is because every story hits so close to home for me. I think I watch it to hear what Theresa has to say about Spirit and what you do and what you can hear, see, and say. I learned last night that you, as Spirits can hear our thoughts even before we say anything. I know you know that I think of you all the time and always wonder where you are and what you are doing. Knowing these things gives me a sort of comfort. I know you know just how much you are loved by many and how much I love and miss you. Validation is a huge thing for anyone who has lost a loved one. We all need to know that our loved ones are safe and sound and are with us at all times. We need to know that you are watching over us and protecting us. I learn a lot form her show and even though it is hard to watch I really like it. I get a good cry in. I thank you Tyler for all that you do for me still. I thank all of our family and friend Angels that do the same. I love you all and I know you all know this.
 Also, Thank you for all the stars in the sky the last few nights. Just a joy to see them and it makes me smile. I whisper to you nightly when I am outside with the pups. I hope you can hear me and all that I say to you. I am enjoying the beautiful night sky right now because the next few days it is going to rain and I know I will not see any stars out. Even so I know you are up there shining down upon us all. I know you are close by and with Mom and others. I will always talk to you so I hope you will be listening out for me. 
 There is so much more to say to you but I will save it for my next letter. I know you already know these things anyways ; ). I know I have been writing to you every other night but I think I will start to write again every night. It makes me feel closer to you. 
 I hope your evening will be peaceful and all that you need it to be. I wish you many sweet dreams. Fly high and fly free my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back and all the way around the world forever! 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!