Saturday, May 3, 2014

Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing on the Saturday night? I hope it is peaceful and relaxing for you! I just went outside to walk the pups and I looked at the sky and it is so beautiful. The crescent moon is so crisp and bright.. you can see the shadow of the moon as if it was going to be full. It is so neat. There are several stars glowing brightly as well. The sky here amazes me.. it is not jet black like in NH...it is a violet blueish color. It is really pretty. I wonder if it is like that because we are closer to the equator??? I asked Mark and that is what he thinks so I will go with that...lol!
 Today was just a relaxing and beautiful day here. Did a few things around the house and did some cooking and baking too. It was a warm one though. 86 degrees, sunny, and lots of blue skies. Mark & I looked at a new apartment today. It is directly upstairs from where we are already. It is a bigger place. It has a lot more pros to it and a couple cons. Going to crunch numbers this week to see if it is what we really want. We both really like it so hopefully we can make it happen. If so and all works out we shall be moving either after my birthday or right before our visit back to NH. I will keep you posted!
 Heard from Aunt Becky.... Her & John are getting ready to fly home on Monday. They will be in NH on Tuesday afternoon. Please watch over them as they travel. Make sure they are safely back East. Thanks Ty! Spoke to Meme for 2 hours today. She sounds good. Bob was having a good day as well. Keeping my fingers crossed that those days are more and he gets better in time. I know you watch out and watch over them so again I thank you for all you do. I haven't heard from Grandpa in about a week so I will be calling him tomorrow to check in. I am guessing he has been working more hours and staying pretty busy. 
 Tonight, Mark & I were having dinner outside on our balcony and Snicks was up on the table... he went to grab my food and I was trying to say stop it Snickers and I called him you. Remember how I would always do that? You would laugh and say " Nice Mom ". I had to smile after that but it also made me sad. I miss you so much! I can't believe that in 16 days it will be 11 months. Next month will be 1 year without you here with me. This sucks so much. I try every day to put on the brave face. Some days just really are difficult. 
 When you get a chance make sure that you & Ron stop in to say Happy Birthday to your Amigo, Jeremy. He is turning 34 years old tomorrow. I will make sure to wish him one as well. He seems to be doing good. When I chat with him I always ask him and he says great because he knows you are with him. I believe that with all my heart! I know you will take care of him just like the rest of your family & friends. You are such a special Angel in Heaven. My special Angel  :)
 I am going to close this letter for tonight because it is getting late. I love you with all my heart and soul. Too the moon and back and all the way around the world.... Forever!
 Sweet dreams my precious son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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