Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! Happy Halloween to you in Heaven. Mom is hoping that you are somewhere tonight watching all the kiddos trick or treating. I know you enjoyed it so much as today is your favorite holiday. Mom's day has not been all that great as you have been seeing. I woke up today & felt like poop. Not sure why. I do know that I have not been sleeping very well so that might have a lot to do with it. I had my aroma therapy pillow on my face & neck for most of the day today. I was laying on the couch & I actually fell asleep for a little bit. Mom is now doing somewhat better. I had dinner & I have been drinking water to stay hydrated. Please be with me, I need you. Thank you. 
 Tonight was a bummer for Mark & Mom... we got costumes & everything plus lots of candy for the kids & we found out that no kids do trick or treating here. We were told a few weeks ago that they did so we thought we would have fun with it. It was disappointing to us but oh well. You will be really proud of Mom... I am watching the Halloween movies. He still scares me but hey it is Halloween, right? I can hear you say " My mom is growing up. "..lol! 
 Spoke to Meme this afternoon. She is doing well. Said it was a quiet day there too. I will have more updates for you tomorrow as I will chat with everyone else. Need to do some errands but it won't take me too long. Should be another quiet day for all. Football day too so we never stay out late. Mom will also write out the daily prayers to you then. I have a few pictures that I want to post tonight so this letter will not be long.
 The evening sky is completely upon us. It is suppose to be a full moon tonight but I am not seeing it right now or any stars for that matter. Maybe later. Mom will be whispering to you as I always do so hope you will be listening out for me. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Hope you have a wonderful night tonight. Mom is sure that you are with our family, Ron, Rickie, Amy, Wendy, Holly & many others having fun & celebrating. If I know you, you are doing some tricking yourself & doing some scares. Have fun doing all that you need & want to. Rest for a bit & have sweet dreams. Hope to see you in my own dreams tonight. Please help Mom to get some much needed sleep. Thanks Ty. Please remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!