Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing tonight on this Tuesday? Mom is doing a little better than last night. Didn't get much sleep but hopefully tonight I will get the chance to get lots of sleep that I need to feel well rested. Today was not a good day for Mark at all. He was headed to a client this morning & he called Mom as he was sitting on the side of the road waiting for a tow truck to come get him. I was so worried, but he said he was alright & was not hurt. He was so lucky because he could have got really banged up. The 2 timing chains went in his explorer & because he was going at a high speed the engine ceased up & shut down. Lots of work to be done on his vehicle & a high price tag to go with it. Not sure what we are going to do. Money is tight as we put in a few thousand dollars into the Explorer before we went to Florida, then it broke down when we were coming home & that was a few hundred dollars & now this which will be several thousands of dollars. Thank you for watching over Mark. I am so blessed & thankful that he is ok. 
 No updates for you today other than what I just said. Will call Aunt Beck tomorrow to see how they are. Mom did a little studying. In the middle of a very tough test & this one is going to take me a bit to do. I want to do well on it but my confidence is not up where it should be. This will determine if I am doing the right thing by going down this path for a career. If you could be with Mom & help me through this & everything else that would be great. Thank you so much. 
 Got a couple of daily prayers for you tonight so here they are. October 19~ And the Lord, he it is that doth go before thee; he will be with thee, he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee; fear not, neither be dismayed. Lord, give me the faith to take the next step, even when I don't know what lies ahead. Give me the assurance that, even if I stumble & fall, you'll pick me up & put me back on the path. And give me the confidence that, even if I lose faith, you will never lose me. Amen.
 October 20~ A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another: as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. Father in heaven, let me be an angel to someone today. Just have you have blessed my life with people who love & cherish me, let me be a light of love that shines upon someone who needs me. I have received the gift of angels, now allow me to give & be one in return. Amen.
 All caught up yet again my sweet precious son. Mom misses you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Hope that your night is all that you need & want it to be. May you continue to do all the wonderful things you keep doing all over the world. I know you are so busy & it makes Mom smile to know that you are happy & busy. May you take some time & relax tonight. Get some rest. Sweet dreams. Hope I get to see you in my dreams tonight as well. 
 I will look to see if the stars & moon are out tonight. Mom will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening out for my voice. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. Love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!