Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Monday evening? Hope that you are happy as can be & that it is sunny & warm. The weather here today was pretty nice. The sun was shining & it was 50 degrees outside. Pretty much a nice fall day. Mom wishes that her attitude was matching the day, but it is the complete opposite I am afraid. Mom is just so angry right now I could scream but it just wouldn't do any good. Had mark contact the place where his vehicle is to see what the status is on it & they said they would call him back...they never did. At 5 pm, I had Mark call them again & they said they finally located an engine. Mark asked if the truck would be done by Friday & the gentlemen said that would not happen.The engine is not in the state we are in & it will take a couple days to get it in & then a couple days for them to do all the work. It is upsetting to me because Denise's Mom's wake is Friday night & the funeral is on Saturday. The shitty part about this whole thing is that Mark is working Friday night instead of the day time like usual. He doesn't go into work until 2 pm & won't get home until later that night. I am angry, upset & really just plain pissed off at this point. I wanted to be there to support her & her family like she was there for me when you passed. This is not going to happen now. I will have to get in touch with her to let her know now. Just my luck that I have.....
 Spoke to Grandpa last night. Things are well with them. Spoke to Meme today & they are doing well too. I also got the chance to finally speak to Aunt Beck. It was good to catch up on things. She was saying that Bean was doing good too.Mom is so glad to hear that everyone is doing the best they can be at this point & time. I credit some of this to you, Ty. Mom knows that you watch out for us all. You always make sure that we are safe. Thank you so much for that. Mark & Mom also skyped with Tubal & Karen last night. They seemed much better then they were a few weeks ago. They were more alert, more talkative & generally in much better shape then before. That was a nice surprise. We were getting worried about them both, with them being so sick for so long. Think that is all for the updates that I have for you today.
 Here is your daily prayer. October 26~ Remembering without ceasing your work of faith, & labour of love & patience of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ, in the sight of God & our Father. Hope says, " No matter how many times I fall, I will stand & start again. " For a person of hope is not one who never falls, but one who picks herself up one more time than she falls. Jesus, teach me to place my hope in you. Amen.
 Mom really likes this prayer for today. I hope that you continue to like the daily prayers that I write to you. I really wish that Mom had found these books so much sooner so that we could have read the prayer nightly & the talked about the meaning or our feelings together. The little things that I am always saying that I miss... this is just one of the trillion. It hurts every day not having you here with me, with us all. I try to be brave for the most part. On the outside it looks that way to others, nut in the inside it is a whole different story. I just miss you my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
 Mom hopes that you have a restful & peaceful evening tonight. May you get to do all that you need & want to. Hope you have sweet dreams & I get the chance to see you in my own tonight. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!