Saturday, October 17, 2015

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Hope you are somewhere warm & the sun is shining bright. It is so windy & cold here. The temp is only 52 degrees outside. The sun is in & out but it is pretty chilly. We had to put our heat on this morning. It is snowing in parts of Vermont & it hailed in NH where Meme & Grandpa live. Not ready for this white stuff to start coming down. It is suppose to be 30 degrees tonight & most of the week at night. Mom wants to go back to Florida where it was 90 degrees during the day & 70 degrees at night. Mark really liked it there like I had wrote to you before & Mom thinks that a move will be in our very near future or at least we will become " snow birds " & live in Florida from January through April & then come back here from May through December. I could handle that! 
 Anyways, I have no updates for you at all as I have not spoken to anyone since we got back. I will be making calls tomorrow as it will be our day that we are staying in & not going anywhere. Please watch over us as you always do. Means a lot to Mom & us all. Thank you.
 Mom has a couple daily prayers to catch up on so I will start them now. October 15~ He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still. Lord, you are my lighthouse, shining like a beacon in a raging storm, guiding my way through the fog & rough seas. I set my course on you with patience, perserverance, & faith, trusting that you will help me reach calmer shores. Amen.
 October 16~ They helped every one his neighbor; & every one said to his brother, Be of good courage. I thank you for the healing power of friends & for the positive emotions friendship brings. Thank you for sending companions to me so we can support & encourage one another & share our joys & sorrows. My friends represent for me your presence & friendship here on earth. Please keep them in your care, Father. We need each other, & we need you. Amen.
 October 17~ So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, & I will not fear what man shall do unto me. I know there is so much going on in the world that requires your attention. It's just that sometimes I feel tension simply getting a grip on me. Sometimes worry clouds my view. This distances me from you & from everything in my life. I pray for the freedom to worry less. I simply want to trust you more. Amen.
 Ok, Mom is all caught up. Thought that there was more but I forgot that I had written out a few before we left Florida because I knew that I would not be writing to you on the nights we were traveling as it was too difficult to know when we would be stopping & what time it would be. Anyways, Mom is back on track......finally! 
 The evening sky will be upon us in about 2 hours or less. That stinks as the sun sets now at 6 pm every evening, not at 8 or 9 pm. Definitely is Fall going into Winter. Soon it will be dark at 4 pm. Remember those times? We hated it. It was always so cold for you & Mom. Hope that you are always warm with the sun shining on your face the way you like it. Mom misses you so much. It still hurts me every day not to have you here with me so that I can see. This will always be. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Hope that your night is all that you need & want it to be. May you get a chance to slow down, get some rest & close your eyes. If you do, please have the sweetest of dreams & Mom hopes to see you in my dreams tonight when I fall asleep. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul my sweet precious son. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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