Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing tonight on this Saturday evening? Mom is doing pretty good. It sure was a busy day for Mom & an even busier day tomorrow. Mark & Mom went shopping today to start the Holiday season off. What a madhouse already. I couldn't believe it. It was just crazy. The weather was cold but sunny. We had such a beautiful sunset tonight. It started as pink & purple colors to yellow, orange & red. Just gorgeous. Mom took pictures for everyone to see. I know that you don't need to look at them because you can see them all, all over the world. I bet you have seen the most beautiful ones ever. You know just how much Mom is a sucker for them, so I hope that when you see one you think of me & smile.
 Mom had a chance to chat with Ashley today, your old nurse from Crotched Mtn tonight. Mom had posted a video that had gone around facebook last year before Ron passed. I reposted it yesterday & she commented on it. She said that she missed you & Ron & loved you both very much. I told her that you loved her too & enjoyed giving her sh*t all the time. She said that you were very good at it. That made me smile & giggle a little. You were good at picking on her & so many others including me. Sure do miss those times my sweet precious son. I miss you so much. I am seeing all kinds of things lately that remind me of you even more than the normal & it makes me very sad. My heart hurts even more. 
 Last night Mom got some sad news. Uncle Gregg's Dad passed away yesterday evening. I was shocked when I heard it. I didn't believe it at first but I called Auntie Kristi & she confirmed it. He lost his battle with pancreatic cancer just after being diagnosed 6 months ago. I told him that when he got to Heavens gate & he saw you to please give you a great big hug from Mom. He will be missed by many. I know that he will fly high & free with you & the rest of the Angels now for eternity. May Clate rest in peace just like you, Nana, Pepe & everyone else up there.
 Spoke to Grandpa tonight. He was telling Mom that Grammy wasn't doing so well. Like I told you the other day she has pneumonia again for the second time in a few weeks. I guess today she was staring off in space so to speak, not looking at anyone & not talking to anyone either. She stayed that way through his whole visit & Aunt Shirley's too. Makes Mom sad in so many ways but Mom knows that she hasn't wanted to live for many many years now. You know that to as you heard her say that so many times. I just hope she is not going to suffer or that she is not in a lot of pain. I know you are with her & when it is time you & all our other family & her friends will be there there to greet her & take her home. That gives me comfort. Thank you. 
 Mom is suppose to write the daily prayers out to you for last night & the night before but if you don't mind I would like to do the 3 daily prayers in tomorrows letter. It is getting pretty late & Mom is pretty tired & my tummy is kind of upset. Think there is just too much going on. I hope that you have a restful evening & that you make it all that you need & want it to be. Slow down though & close your eyes. Get some sleep & have the sweetest dreams ever. Mom is hoping to see you in my own dreams tonight. I miss you like crazy & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Be listening for Mom as I will whisper to you as I always do. Remember, you are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!