Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Friday night? Mom has had a pretty good day, I guess. The weather turned out much nicer than what it was suppose to be. It was 55 degrees & sunny. Mom took the pups for a nice walk because it really was nice outside. I tried to work on my final exam today too but I am kind of stuck so I took a break & did some other things that I needed to do. I will work on it some tomorrow because Mark has to work even though it is Saturday. Mom will keep you posted on what is going on. My goal is to turn in my exam on Tuesday. Monday will be the day that I double check it all, just to make sure. I know you are with me & that makes me feel so much better. Thank you pumpkin.
 Spoke to Aunt Beck briefly, She is crazy busy but she is doing well. Mom really needs to get in touch with Bean. It has been a couple months since we spoke. I know she is busy as well but I sure do miss her. I know you are watching over them & us all. We all appreciate it so much, Ty. I wish every second that you could still be here with Mom & the rest of our family but I know that will never happen. I can only say now that I am so blessed to have you as my sweet Angel. I couldn't ask for anything more. 
 Today, is November 20th~ It is 29 months since you have been gone. I was wondering the last few days why Mom has been down & then I saw the date. It always happens around the 18th, 19th & 20th of every month. Can't help it. All the horror & sadness come fluttering back to my mind. The scenery, the words, what I saw, having to make choices that I did when I didn't want to..... the pain that I felt, the tears that stung my eyes & face, the feeling of helplessness. It all will forever haunt Mom.
 I know that I am suppose to write out the daily prayer to you tonight but Mom needs to close this letter to you as I am not feeling well all of a sudden. I will write the prayers to you in tomorrows letter. Hope you don't mind. I am sure that you understand. 
 Hope that you have a great night tonight. May you do all that you need to & want to. May you slow down at some point & close your eyes so that you can have sweet dreams. Mom hopes to see you in my dreams later tonight. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world my sweet precious son. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!