Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Wednesday night? Mom is doing alright. The weather was really nice today. Lots of sunshine but cold. Tomorrow & Friday it is suppose to rain & then the weekend is suppose to be partly sunny & in the 50's again. Mom's left side of her face is tender & sore again as I know that crappy weather is coming. Had a pretty busy day as I did more work on my test & did some of my final exam as well. Spoke to one of my instructors today as well & that helped me too. I feel better. I just need to submit my test & take the grade I get whether it is a good one or not. I need to move forward & not let it get to me. No more stalling! I know you are with Mom through this all & I thank you for that. Please continue to be with me as I always need you my sweet precious son. 
 Mark & Mom put up the Christmas tree. I know, I can hear you say " already"...lol. Yes... we did, already but it is because Mark likes the tree to go up the day after Thanksgiving & we will be in NH with family & friends & when we do get home, Mark is solidly booked at work with very little window time for the next several weeks so we took advantage & put it up last night. It is a cute 5 foot flocked tree. The ornaments are all Disney. We can't have a big tree or real one due to the size of our apartment now & because of the pups.. they would chew it...lol. The tree has all of your Jack ornaments on it & all the ones you loved. I know you have seen it & I hope you like it. Hope it makes you smile. 
 Mom got word last night that Great Grammy is sick again. She has pneumonia for the 2nd time in less than a month. Aunt Shirley said that she is very disorientated & not sure of who anyone is, has a high fever, & a few other issues too. Just so sad. I know you are watching over her & we all thank you for this too. Mom spoke to Meme too. She is doing well & so is Bob. Haven't chatted with Grandpa in a couple days but I know he is busy. Will chat with him maybe this evening or tomorrow. That is it for all the updates for you. 
 Mom will write out the daily prayer for today on tomorrows letter. I am starting to become more in pain. I think I just need to take some meds & just close my eyes & maybe go to bed. Mom hopes you have a relaxing night. May it be all that you need it to be. May you have time to sleep & if so hope you have sweet dreams. Please be with Mom & help her get some rest. I need you, I need you always. Thanks Ty. Hope Mom gets to see you in my dreams tonight. I will whisper to you as I always do every night so be listening out for Mom's voice. 
 You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. I miss you like crazy & love you unconditionally. To the moon & back & all the way around the world.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!