Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is doing alright. Today was quite busy for me as I did some housework, laundry & did a lot of going over my final exam. Think I am almost ready to submit it. I just want to make sure as it counts 6% of my grade. I want to pass with a good grade & hopefully I will still keep the A average that I have had all through the course. I know that you have been with me the whole step of the way with both courses. I know you are cheering me on & I believe that you are proud of Mom. It means a lot to me. Thank you my pumpkin.
 No updates for you as I have not talked to anyone since Sunday night. Guess everyone is bus with Thanksgiving coming up in 2 days. We will be traveling up to NH for a couple days to be with family & friends. This will be the 1st time in 3 years so it will kind of be nice. I can't believe that it is my 3rd set of holidays without you. It is hard on a daily basis to be without you never mind this time of the year. I am trying to stay strong & show you that I am ok but I know you can read right through me. 
 I had placed an order for Christmas & I needed to call the company to verify my address &  ended up having a really nice conversation with the owner. Somehow we got on the subject of kids & he told me about his 2 children & I talked about you. Did you hear Mom? It is always nice to talk about you. It makes me proud. You make Mom proud. I meant what I said when I told him you were my true Hero. You were & always will be in my eyes. Just wanted you to know that.
 Here are the 2 daily prayers that I need catching up on for you. November 23~ Lord, what is a man, that thou takest knowledge of him! or the son of man, that thou makest account of him! Thank you, Lord, for reaching out & drawing me under your wings. Even though I am just one of the billions of people who need you, your love is so great that you know my troubles, are concerned for my welfare, & are working to renew my dreams. I am so blessed to have you to turn to when I am faced with a calamity & I am so very grateful that I have you to lean on. I praise you with all my heart. Amen.
 November 24~ for the promise you unfold with the opening of each day, I thank you , Lord. For blessings shared along the way, I thank you, Lord. For the comfort of our home filled with love to keep us warm, I thank you, Lord. For shelter from the winter storm, I thank you, Lord. For the gifts of peace & grace you grant the family snug within, I thank you, Lord. For shielding us from harm & sin, I thank you, Lord. For the beauty of the snow sparkling in the winter sun, I thank you, Lord. For the peace when the day is done, I thank you, Lord. Amen.
 There, Mom is all caught up yet again. I am hoping to take my computer with me this time so that I can write to you while I am away but not sure as of yet. Not sure if I want to disconnect from the internet for those days. Will let you know tomorrow. I know you will understand. 
 The evening sky is here 7 boy is it dark & so cold. The coldest so far this year. The temp was 28 degrees today. It was sunny but it didn't do much. It was one of those days that the sun was shining but it was so cold you could see your breath & the wind stung your face. Remember those days? I know you do. You loved the sun but hated the cold.. just like Mom!
 I hope that your night is all that you need & want it to be. I hope that you are able to rest, close your sweet eyes & have the sweetest of dreams. Mom is hoping to see you in her dreams tonight as well. I miss you so much it hurts like crazy...every inch of my body. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I don't see any stars but I do see the moon. It looks full & boy is it bright & beautiful. It made Mom smile. Thank you!
 Be listening out for my voice when I whisper to you later tonight as I do every night. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul y sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!