Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing fine. I have gotten a lot done today. I did housework....all the dusting & I mean all of it...taking each piece off the shelf as well. There is a lot to dust here as you can see, I did the trash, cleaned the kitchen & bathrooms, colored my hair a dark brown & just took the pups for a walk. Holy smokes it is some cold out there & the winds are just whipping. Princess & Ozzy didn't seem to mind at all as they loved the walk but boy Mom sure did. My face was buried in my jacket....lol. Guess it is supposed to be like this all through the night & tomorrow. The weekend looks better for the weather & I am sure you had something to do with it! Thank you. Mom was so happy when I saw that on my phone this morning. I just got off the phone with Grandpa & Debbie & they are so excited that things changed as well & that they are able to come down now. Meme called Mom this morning & I told her the same thing. She & Bob are also excited. Still haven't heard anything from Aunt Beck but I saw that one of her friends posted that they were in South Carolina yesterday. Not sure if they are on the road today headed to Arizona or if they are still there. I know you are with them so Mom is not worried. Last night when Mark & Mom were eating dinner I happened to look up & outside on our balcony & there were 2 birds...a male & a female Cardinal pecking at my wreath on the door. I watched them for about 15 minutes or so. I tried to get a picture but by the time I thought of it...they flew away & didn't come back. I whispered to you that very moment. Was it you? Were you checking in on Mom? I would like to think so!  I sure do hope they come back so I can capture the moment with my camera. That would be amazing! Lastly, if Aunt Beck is reading this I would like to ask a favor..... Mark is in a lot of pain. His left side of his face again. Could you please do some healing work on him? Some for me as well too? Same ole same ole for me....lol. Thank you so much. We love you!  Today is a sad day for many.... Mom found out that one of her friends lost his 2 month old son on this very day 17 years ago. No matter the time it never gets easy. His name is Justin Thomas. Mom hopes he knows that he is missed dearly by many & that he is continuing to fly high & free. This morning there was a terrorist attack in London England. Several lost their lives & many, including children were injured. Mom's heart hearts for them all. I said a silent prayer for everyone. This just makes me so sad... I really wish all this violence would just stop. Mom has a few followers in London that read my letters to you & I just want them to all know that I will continue to pray for them during this very difficult time. Many blessings to all. Another one of Moms friends lost their Dad on this day as well. His name is Bob. He was such a sweet man. He was friends with Grandpa & Uncle Dick. They all grew up together. Mom is friends with his 3 daughters. The middle daughter, Veronica has the same birthday as I do. Mom remembers going to his wake & funeral. I was 24 years old & you were just 5 at the time. He passed from cancer. Bob is missed every day of every passing year. May he continue to fly high & free. Another thing that happened a few days ago was that Forrest's Dad passed away. I am not sure if I wrote to you about that or not. Aunt Beck told me as they had to alter their plans as they were going to go see him for a couple days while they were road tripping. Mom sent him an email saying how very sorry I was to hear of his Dad's passing. May he R.I.P. & fly high & free now. So much sadness going around in this world today. I know you see it but Mom is so glad that you are not here to witness it all. I am glad that you are happy & safe. I miss you like crazy, more than words could ever say but you don't need to be in this world full of hate, violence & crime. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You will forever be my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. That is all the updates I have for you right now. I am sure to have more tomorrow or the next day for you.
 Here is your daily prayer for the day: March 22~ The Lord redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take refuge in him will be condemned. When I am unfaithful to you, almighty God, when I fail to serve you well, I sometimes feel frustrated with myself & think you feel the same way. But you don't! You simply call me back to yourself, back to the rivers of your redemption. There I can be washed clean & there you can turn the tides of my wayward self-seeking back to seeking your kingdom & your righteousness. Thank you for your tireless, redeeming love, dear Father. I take refuge in you today & always. There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. Amen. 
 Here is day 10 of the inner peace cards: I find harmony in the silence within. Go within to the peaceful solitude of your mind. It is there that you will discover God. Through all the things that have personally happened to Mom throughout her life, I have questioned so many things, so many times as to why things happened the way they did & to the people that they happened to. Through the years though I have come to realize I should not question anything. When I do this I do find more peace & since I lost you I have found & discovered God. It took some time for Mom but I did it & I am very proud of myself. Just like everything else in this world... it takes time.
 Well, it is that time of the day where Mom has to get going & start the night routine with prepping dinner & getting the food for the pups. Mom is hoping that you have fun tonight while I sleep. Come be with me & visit Mom if you can. I am sure you will do all the things you need to & want to. I will whisper to you later so be listening for my voice. I will be smiling & hope you will too. I will look to the sky later as well hoping to see one of your beautiful sunset pictures. That will sure make Mom smile big! Until tomorrows letter, good night & sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!