Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom once again has been so busy with many things today the time has escaped me & I didn't even realize that it was 4:35 pm. This letter is going to have to be a quick one tonight so that I can get dinner going for Mark & I & also feed Princess & Ozzy. I am so sorry about that...please forgive Mom. 
 The weather today has been sunny but very cold. It was only 20 degrees today. The sky is blue & very little clouds so I am hoping to look to the sky tonight & see the stars & maybe the moon shining bright. Maybe there will also be a beautiful sunset in a couple hours. I will be looking so do your magic paintings for Mom to see. Thanks pumpkin! 
 Mark had me working on searching for things on line all day. We got some pretty exciting news last night & Mom is keeping her fingers crossed that everything works out & just sky rockets in a few months. I know you know what Mom is talking about as I am sure you have watched me throughout the day today. I am not able to tell the world just yet what is going on but soon enough we will be able to. I know you are smiling & proud of us. That makes Mom smile. Thank you my sweet precious son! I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. I wish you were here physically to help us as I know you would be so good at all this. I know you are with us in the only way you can be so I will take what I can get. Either way it still means the world to Mom. I will always need you by my side. You are my strength. You always have been. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings.
 Mom has no updates for you so here is the daily prayer for the day: March 23~ How precious is your steadfast love, O God! All people may take refuge in the shadows of your wings. There is no one you exclude from your invitation to come to you, divine Lord. That includes me! So I come gratefully today, joyfully, to find a place of shelter in your protective love. I know I will encounter ups & downs but I also know that as I continue to entrust myself to your care, the " downs " will be buffered by the knowledge that I am perfectly safe & truly cared for by you. God's love is such that I am never disqualified from receiving it. It is always accessible to me. Only my unwillingness to accept it from him can ever deprive me of its full benefits. Amen.
 Here is day 11 of the inner peace cards: I am in charge of my emotions; they're not in charge of me. You control your emotions. You do not have to explode with anger whenever someone else decides to behave in an angry or vindictive way. This is absolutely so true. I have learned this the hard way & many times over. 
 Well Mom is super late on getting dinner going for Mark & I as it is now 6 pm. He fed the pups for me so that is helpful. I need to get going for now. Mom hopes that you come visit me in my dreams & be by my side tonight as I sleep. Have fun as well doing all the things you need to & want to. I will write to you again tomorrow night & hopefully have more updates for you. Please continue to watch over us all. I know you do but Mom still likes to ask you for your help. Thank you, Tyler. I miss you so much. No words can even express just how much. I hope you feel it in your soul. I will whisper to you later so be listening out for my voice. Let's smile at the same time, ok? Today is National Dog Day so if you could please give hugs & kisses to Daisy, Spencer, Baxter, Max, Snickers, Snapples, Ziggy & Friskie for Mom. I miss them all too but I know they are all in good hands with you caring for them. Until tomorrow night.... good night & sweet dreams. I love you.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!