Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom has had quite the day as you can see. Last night both Mark & I went to bed early as we were so exhausted from yesterday morning. I think we both got the sleep we needed that is for sure. I was up a couple times during the night but that is quite normal for me. Mark slept through it all & so did the pups. Guess they were tired too...lol! This morning Mom was up pretty early & got ready. The complex where we live had sent us a notice saying that the maintenance was going to be checking fire alarms & sprinklers inside every apartment so I wanted to be ready for that. When this happens it is super loud & Princess gets all shaky. I always go for a walk with them so we can get away from it all. Well.... we waited & waited & nothing. Later in the afternoon we received another email saying that something came up & they had to stop doing it for the day. They will notify us when the date is rescheduled. The rest of the day Mom did her studying & I actually submitted my 1st exam for this course. I was not very sure of myself as this one will be a challenge for me but I did it anyways.....my instructor graded it very quickly & within a couple hours I had my results. I received a 96% on it...Boy I was so surprised. I hope I can continue doing well in this class! In between during the day I did laundry & dusting. To say the least it has been quite busy. Mom is prepping dinner now so that we can eat at a descent time tonight. Pups are already fed. I try to do my very best at everything. Sometimes time escapes me & I get off schedule. Guess that is a part of life. 
 The weather today has been rainy & cloudy so I know I will not see anything shining in the sky. I whispered to you last night, did you hear Mom? Hope so. I will do it again tonight as well. Smile when you hear Mom's voice & I will do the same. I guess it is suppose to be crappy weather tomorrow as well & we might even get snow this weekend or beginning of next week. That is not what I wanted to hear....hope it is not true. Spring is coming & I am hoping & praying for the nice weather. I am so tired of the cold. I want to feel the sun on my face. The warmth of it. It reminds me of how much you used to love it. I can still see you in my mind, leaning back & having your eyes closed. Oh how I miss seeing you, talking to you, our conversations, our laughs together. I miss you so much. Mom loves you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You will always live forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. 
 Mom doesn't have any updates for you at all yet. I did not talk to anyone at all last night or today. Maybe in the next couple of days I will though. Here is your daily prayer for the day: March 7~ Therefore let all who are faithful offer prayer to you; at a time of distress, the rush of mighty waters shall not reach them. It's one of the great blessings of belonging to you, heavenly Father, that I can remain calm & certain in a world of chaos & uncertainty. It's not that I am never touched by the ills of living in a fallen world; certainly I am! But it's that they don't carry me away into utter ruin & despair because you hold me fast. We should never be afraid or hesitant to send SOS prayers to our heavenly Father. God is just as attentive to our desperate cries for help as he is to our more thought-filled prayers lifted during " quiet times " with him. Amen.
 He is a couple quotes that I found that I really like.... " Today is like a newly found seashell, hold it close and listen to it's beauty. "
 " There are moments which mark your life. Moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same and time is divided into two ~ before this and after this. " 
 Mom needs to get going so I can make dinner now. I hope that your night is all that you need & want it to be. Come be with Mom if you can while I sleep tonight. Thank you so much for everything my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then...good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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