Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is not doing so hot. All day I have been sick in the hotel room. I wanted to take today to come visit you because the last time I was here I didn't get to because I was in the hotel room the whole time we were here....well same thing happened this time. Mom slept all day until 3:45 pm & I have been sick since I woke up. Not fun. I feel so sad & guilty because I didn't go. Please forgive me my sweet precious son.
 Mark didn't get back to the hotel until midnight last night. He said that the drive back was brutal as it was raining & very foggy. Thank you for watching over him. He did not have to go back today though like he thought he would as the cut over didn't take place. That means that we will be back up here again for another 3 days in a couple weeks so he can do it again. This is just crazy but it is his job. Mom doesn't like it but I have learned not to bother saying anything anymore as it doesn't get me anywhere. 
 The day was quiet & Mark left at 4 pm to go visit with one of his friends. He hasn't seen him in 10 months. It is now 8:30 pm & he is still not back. Guess he is having a good time & as always he loses track of time. I probably won't see him until 10 pm or later. It really bothers me that he gets to get out of the hotel & go where he wants but I never get to. I have to stay here & be with the dogs as they are not allowed to stay in the hotel alone. I had many visitors yesterday so it made the time go by fast & tonight Meme, Bob, Grandpa & Debbie were here for dinner but they didn't stay long as everyone was tired from a long day. It was good to see everyone. When they all leave it makes me realize just how much I miss everyone so much. I miss you so much. No words can or will ever express just how much. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I know you know this & you feel it in your soul. I hope you always will. You are my everything. My hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul.
 Tomorrow Mark & Mom are headed back home. Please be with us as we travel back. Please be with Mom so that I feel better to drive home & that I can & will make the 3+ hours back. It is not fun to travel when you don't feel good....you know that more than anyone. Thank you so much, Tyler.
 Mom doesn't have any updates for you tonight. I will probably tomorrow though. I do have your daily prayer for the day: March 29~ Refrain from anger & forsake wrath. Do not fret---it lends only to evil. Heavenly Father, may I not enter into the kind of consuming anger that eats me up inside. If there is something I'm holding on to----some angry grudge or annoying circumstance I keep mulling over----help me let it go right now, put it into your hands & walk on, free of it's power. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen. Be angry & yet do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger & do not give the devil the opportunity. Amen.
 Here is day 16 of the inner peace cards: I create the world that I live in. No one can create negativity or stress within you. Only you can do that by virtue of how your process your world. This card is very true. No one can create anything in your life but it sure is easy to let it happen & blame everything under the sun for it. As like everything in this world & everyone's life it is a work in progress. Mom has this issue as well & I try to turn things around on a daily basis. Small steps but I will conquer it!
 Mom is hoping that you will have a wonderful night. May you get to do all the things you want to & need to do. Have fun while I sleep tonight & come visit me in my dreams if you can. Mom would love that so much. I will whisper to you in a little bit so be listening out for my voice later. Smile & I will too. Mom is going to close this letter for now. I am hoping to relax for a little bit & watch TV & then turn the lights off & go to bed to get up early in the morning. I will be back tomorrow night though with another letter to you. Until then...good night & sweet dreams, Ty! I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!