Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Saturday evening? Mom has had a really good day today. It is nice to be feeling a little better. I whispered to you to help me out & I know you heard Mom. Thank you so much. Mark & Mom went to the movies today & then went grocery shopping. It was actually a really fun day. I enjoyed myself which lately that is pretty rare. This week will be pretty harsh on Mark & Mom due to his work schedule so I will enjoy all that I can. The weather today was 45 degrees & sunny. Not much wind so it made it pretty tolerable. Guess it is the calm before the storm again as tomorrow we will be getting snow. I am so sick of winter right now. It is the 1st day of Spring coming this week & it sure does not feel like it. The only good thing is that we turned the clocks back & it stays lighter outside at night. The sun does not set until about 7 pm which is wonderful. Not much else has been going on. Mark went for a hair cut this morning while I stayed behind & did some housework & gathered the trash up. We are now waiting for his friend Rick to show up. He will be visiting for the evening & staying over. Its good for Mark to have his friends over. He needs that very much. Rick is a great guy. We get along well too so that makes it nice. Mom will cook them a nice big breakfast in the morning before he heads out. Do you remember the big Sunday brunches we used to have? You loved them so much just as much as I loved making it for everyone. Little things like that I miss so much. I wonder if you miss them as well. Mom spoke to Grandpa last night. Things are good with him & Debbie but I just wish he would slow down as he is working so much. I worry about him & all our family & friends. That is Mom...a worry wart...lol! Next weekend everyone is coming down to visit us & not just for a couple of hours they will all be spending the night again like they did when we went to Florida. Mom has a few things planned for us to do so it will be a fun but busy weekend. I can't wait & two days later Mark & Mom will be headed up to NH again for Mark's client. We will be there for 3 days this time. I am hoping that I get to see a few friends if they come by to the hotel. That would be fun as Mark will be working a lot of the time & I will be with the pups. I plan on going to see you too. I hope the weather is good for that. Seems like every time I am there it is snowing or raining & not nice at all. I think that is all that Mom has for you right now. I am sure to have more tomorrow as we will be home all day. I will let you know in tomorrows letter.
 Here is your daily prayer for the day: March 18~ Oh Lord, who may abide in your tent? Who may dwell on your holy hill? Those who walk blamelessly & do what is right & speak the truth from their heart. In the little sin " allowances " I sometimes make myself, loving Father---- allowances to lie or cheat or steal, even in the smallest of ways---- I undermine our fellowship & estrange myself from being at peace with you in your presence. There is nothing in this world that is worth that sacrifice. Please wake me up today to the things I am doing that are not pure & right & true. May your Spirit bring a sense of grief to my heart at the wrong of such things. Then I will confess them & seek to forsake them & be reconciled to you at once. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen. Catch for us the foxes, the little foxes that ruin the vineyards, our vineyards that are in bloom. Amen.
 Here is day 6 of the inner peace cards: I live my life in my own way. You can't go around being what everyone wants you to be, living your life through other people's rules & expect to be happy & have inner peace. Oh wow.... this is so true. Everyone has to live their own life in their own way. They don't need permission as long is it makes them happy. What a great card & validation for many to remember. 
 Well, the sun has finally set, the dogs have been fed now for about 2.5 hours & we are awaiting Rick to show up so we can have a late dinner. Mom is hoping that your night will be filled with fun doing all the things you want to & need to do while I am sleeping. Come be with Mom & visit me in my dreams. Catch all the kisses I blow to you. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening for my voice. Smile & Mom will too. Remember that I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. I miss you like crazy & you will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Until tomorrow....good night & sweet dreams my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS.  Mom noticed tonight that we have some new readers from a couple new countries. That was exciting to see. Thank you all who continue daily to support me in my letters to my son. I miss him beyond words & love him unconditionally. Shout out to United States, France, Germany, Portugal, Poland, Brazil, Monaco, Philippines & the Ukraine. Blessings to each & every one of you.