Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday evening? Mom is doing ok. I went to bed super early like I said I would last night & I indeed got some sleep. I woke up so early this morning to a beautiful sunrise. Mom is going to post a picture of it on here tonight. I thought of you & whispered to you as well. I hope you heard me. I think it will be another early night tonight as I will be quite tired come 9 pm or so. I did some housework this morning, took the pups for a nice walk & then came inside & started working on my computer application class for college. Boy, this is a challenging course for me. You know how much computers & I don't get along. I managed to read both chapters & did the practise exercises plus I started the exam. I will finish it up on Monday & submit it to my instructor. I have a really great grade right now so I have some " cushion " with this course if I do poorly. Honestly, this is the hardest one by far for me. I wish you were here to help Mom....you were so great with this stuff. I know you are with me but it's just not the same, ya know? Mom misses you so much my sweet precious son. I miss your voice, your smile, your laugh, seeing your face...I just miss it all. I can't believe that in 3 months it will be 4 years. That hurts Mom just thinking about it. My heart hurts all the time & I just don't show it so everyone can see. I hide it & keep it to myself. I know you see it & feel it & Mom is so sorry. I try my best but I guess sometimes my best isn't good enough. I will continue to try harder just for you! I promise. 
 Mom doesn't have any updates for you tonight as I studied all day & the telephone did not even ring one time. This is going to be a pretty laid back weekend as it will be busy for Mark on Sunday into Monday as he has to work super early in the morning doing a cut over for his client. We just want to lay low so he can rest & be ready for that. I will give you updates as I know of them. Everyone is doing well so that is good. Please continue to watch over us like I know you do. Thank you. Mom hopes that you have you have a good night doing all the things you need to & want to do. Have fun while I sleep & come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. I would love to see you & to know you are doing well. Mom will whisper to you as I always do later tonight so be sure to listen for my voice. Smile & I will too. 
 I am on my cell phone writing you this letter so I will write the daily prayers to you on tomorrow's letter & a couple quotes as well. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Continue to fly high & free like I know you do. 
 Mom has to prepare dinner for Mark & I & feed the pups but I will be back tomorrow. Until then.....good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!