Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is shaky & very worried. We had a scare with Princess. We were doing our regular routine just like every morning & Mom happened to look at Princess & she was shaking like she usually does when she gets really scared.... Mom went to her & after a few seconds noticed that she was not scared at all. Princess was having a really bad seizure. Mom stayed right with her & pet her, talked to her to let her hear my voice & to know she was not alone. The seizure lasted about 5 minutes which is pretty long. As she was coming out of the 1st one she went right into a 2nd one. That one lasted about a couple minutes. After she laid there & relaxed & closed her eyes she is doing better & she is back to her " old self " again. I called the vets to tell them what happened. They told me if she has another one today then she needs to be seen immediately but if everything is okay & she is doing well she has to go see a Neurologist on Saturday to be checked out. Tyler, Mom stayed calm all the way through it but after I was a mess. I still am. It brought back so much. I talked to you, have you heard Mom at all? I have been asking that you watch over her & that you help her & Mom out. Please, Tyler can you do all that you can so that she is okay? I don't want her to have another one again. I don't want her to be in pain at all but Mom is not ready to say goodbye just yet. I love her so much. She is my little girl. Just thinking about it is making me teary-eyed & very sad. On a happier note... Meme called me to tell me Bob was doing really well today. That was such good news. Mom is very happy to hear that. I hope it stays that way for him! Last night Mom spoke to Debbie. She was telling me that there is something going on with Grandpa. Guess she has been noticing it for awhile now & it is not okay. She has talked to him about it but he just keeps saying everything is alright. I wish Grandpa would go get checked because it doesn't seem to be okay at all. Mom is worried about this. You know the details as you see everything so I will not post details. Please be with Grandpa & help him. The 2nd thing she told me is that Great Grammy is pretty sick again. She has pneumonia. This makes 4 times this year already. She even said yesterday that she felt awful. They have her pretty drugged up right now. Please watch over her as well. Thank you my sweet precious son. 
 Mom is just kind of scared & a mess today. Too much going on all at once. The tears are flowing & won't stop & honestly I am not going to try & stop them. It is a way for Mom to release all the emotions. I know you see Mom & are probably right beside me. I will be fine it is that just right now I am unsure of things & that worries Mom. You know me. I am a worry wart. 
 Mark left about a half hour ago to go to his very important meeting. Mom has been saying prayer like crazy that it ends in very good news. We could sure use it. After that meeting he is off to another one & won't be home until later tonight. Please be with him. The 1st appointment starts in 30 minutes. Please be with Mom while she is alone. Thank you so much. I know Mom is asking for so much from you today & the Angels but I don't know what else to do. I am feeling pretty lost right now. I will let you know how everything goes on tomorrows letter to you. Mom has mentioned all the updates to you already. I need to write the daily prayer to you & then I must get going so that I can monitor Princess. Right now she is by my feet. I will be studying on the couch today instead of in my office. I just want her to be close to me. Anyways.... Here is the prayer for the day:
 God still heals. He heals us spiritually, physically & emotionally. Give Him every hurt, pain, broken heart. He will mend it. Amen. Seemed appropriate for everything that is going on. I do give Him all my hurt, pain, etc.... that is how Mom gets through everything.
 Here is an inspirational message for the day: The Universe wants to give you so much, if you could just let it in. To let it in, slow down. To let it in, relax. To let it in, unwind. To let it in, be calm. To let it in, let go. You are now letting it in.
 Mom hopes that you evening will be everything you want & need it to be. Have fun while I sleep tonight. Come be with me & visit me if you can. Thank you. I will whisper to you later this evening so be listening for Mom's voice. I will try to smile for you & hope you will smile back for me to see in my mind. Always remember that you are forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. I miss you more than words can say & I love you more than all the stars in the sky. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then Mom will be looking to the sky in hopes of seeing the stars, moon & a painting from you if the clouds part ways today & it stops raining. Good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!