Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is so scatterbrain right now because I didn't really get much sleep again last night & I got up early this morning & I have been studying all day long. Mom is so behind in everything as it is already 5 pm & the pups still need to be fed & I was lazy & ordered dinner out tonight so I didn't have to cook. That is pretty bad but Mom really is so tired & I have a huge headache right now from studying so much. On a good note, Mom read the Chapter for the Nervous System today & I took my Exam on that chapter... I aced it & got a 100%. I was so surprised & psyched. That brought my grade to a 94 now instead of an 89. I read the next chapter today too on the Cardiovascular System & started to take that exam as well. I didn't get through it all but I will finish it up tomorrow while I am home alone. It was very quiet here & I was able to get so much done. Meme was the only one to call today & we only spoke for a quick few minutes while she was on her lunch break. She & Bob are very nervous for tomorrow & so is Mom. Meme will call me when everything is done. Tyler please be with them both. They could use some extra help. Thank you. Mark goes for his appointment as well tomorrow at 1 pm. Mom is so crossing her fingers double time for this to work out. After the week he is going to have he needs this to work as well. Please be with him tomorrow as well. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. It means everything to me to have you guiding & watching over us. Mom misses you so much & loves you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 I don't have any new updates for you tonight but I will be sure to give you all the updates tomorrow when I know what is going on. Mom is hoping to go to bed fairly early tonight so that I can get some much needed sleep. Mark is pretty tired as well as he was up early & traveled to Rhode Island today for a client. He just got home about 30 minutes ago. Mom will whisper to you later this evening so be listening out for my voice. I will smile when I do & I will close my eyes & picture you smiling that beautiful smile back to me. Oh how I miss that smile of yours. I miss your voice, your face, just everything I miss about you. Mom does her best at trying to be happy without you. Some days are easier than others but my heart is broken & always will be now. I know you like to see Mom smile & hear me laugh but there are days that I can not. Only tears fill my eyes when I think of all that we are missing out on together. It hurts so much. Please continue to guide & help Mom with this. I need all the help & guidance I can get....trust me! Thank you. 
 Here is a prayer for you today: Freedom Blessing: May your heart burst with gratitude for the freedoms you enjoy. May you take a fresh look a the territory God has entrusted to you and offer it back to Him. May you dwell in the land and feed on His faithfulness. And may this be your Declaration of Dependence: "It is FOR FREEDOM that Christ has set me free. I will live with boldness, courage, and conviction. I will love freely, give generously, and pray passionately. And, I will entrust my whole soul and story to God because I belong to Him. Thank you, Jesus, You've set me free!"
 Here is the inspirational message for the day as well: Follow your bliss & the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls. 
 That one was pretty short so here is a 2nd one for today: The things that come most quickly into your life are the things that you BELIEVE in the most. You can bring to you only what you BELIEVE, so you must BELIEVE to receive what you want! 
 Mom needs to get going for now, Tyler. I did take a quick break & fed the pups but our dinner will be here in a matter of minutes. Mom is hoping you have a wonderful & fun night doing all the things you want to & need to do plus more. Come visit me if you get the chance. Thank you. Remember that you are forever my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then.... Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler. Mom loves you more than all the stars in the sky. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. Thanks for the beautiful blueish/ pink sunset last night. It was really something different & very pretty. I didn't see the moon or any stars but maybe tonight. I will look later when the evening sky is upon me.