Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? Mom is doing fine I suppose. Just needed a mental break as I have been studying all afternoon & took another exam. I got a 91% on this one. 25 questions & they were worth 4 pts a piece so I don't think I did too shabby. It puts my grade at a 93 still. Tomorrow will be a tough one as I will be doing my final exam for this whole class. There are 100 questions to it. Wish me luck, Tyler! 
 Mom is not sure what is going on lately but I am not really getting a lot of good solid sleep. I try but it is just not happening. Guess I have a lot going on in my head right now. Mark still has not heard anything from the man is he hoping to regarding the appointment still. They had said he would hear something Monday & he didn't & he did not hear anything from him today either. Mom is trying to stay positive but I have to admit I am getting a little discouraged about the whole thing. I guess I just want this for him so bad & for the both if us. So much is riding on it. I guess I need to have patience & sometimes that is just hard for Mom to do. Meme called me today on her lunch break like she normally does. She was still saying that Bob was not feeling right. Guess he went to the doctors & he has another appointment on Thursday so hopefully they can figure it all out & Bob can be back to feeling better. Meme is going to the Chiropractor this evening so hopefully she will feel better & her hip won't bother her so much. Aunt Beck called last night & we spoke for awhile. It was great catching up with her. She was saying that her & John have company for a few days. She has been staying busy & I filled her in on everything that is going on here. She was telling me that Bean is doing well. She was visiting her & John for 4 days. She is still having trouble finding a place but she will eventually. Guess she is still seeing the guy she met. Things are going good there. Hopefully I will get the chance to catch up with her sometime soon. Princess is doing better. This is day 5 of no seizure activity so Mom is very thankful for that. Mark is busy as always. His job has him all over the place all the time lately. It is concerning but nothing can be done right now. he was gone today & will be gone the rest of the week as well. You know Mom I worry about everyone. Mom hasn't chatted with Grandpa since Saturday so I am sure he will be calling tonight or tomorrow night. I hope things are better with him. Again... Mom worries. Please watch over us all. I know you do but I always like to ask. Thank you, Ty! That is all the updates I have for you at this time. 
 I owe you a couple prayers since I didn't do one yesterday so here they are:
 May God Himself overwhelm you with His goodness and His grace. May He open doors NO man can close! May your steps be so ordered by the Lord that you’re always in the right place at the right time. May the power of the Holy Spirit compel you to live by faith, to take great risks, and to believe for GREAT things. May that same Holy Spirit constrain you to trust God’s timing, to obey Him when it doesn’t suit you, and to refuse to take matters into your own hands. He's a wonderful Father and you can trust Him.
  May you begin to see your setbacks as temporary, your delays as detours, and your heartbreaks as opportunities to experience God's precious, powerful healing. And in the meantime, may God give you glimpses of glory, insights into His good plan for you. Be assured that God has never left your side; He’ll never let you go. May God help you see with supernatural insight so that you won't be deceived by the enemy of your soul, or by your past painful filters, or by your fears of the future. In fact, right here--in this place--may your divine perspective hugely inspire your faith steps. You are mighty in God and He is mighty in you.
 Here are a couple inspirational messages for you as well:
 To make the right choices in life, you have to get in touch with your soul. To do this, you need to experience solitude, which most people are afraid of, because in the silence you hear the truth & know the solutions.
 The 3 C's in life: Choice, Chance, Change. You must make the Choice to, to take the Chance, if you want anything in life to Change.
 Mom is hoping that tonight you have fun while I try to get some much needed sleep. Please be with me. Mom needs you my sweet precious son. Thank you so much. May you get the chance to do all the things you want to do & need to do. I will whisper to you later this evening so be listening out for my voice. I will smile & hope you will too. Maybe there will be a chance tonight that I see a sunset, the stars & moon. I looked last night & there was nothing. I will be sure to look tonight! 
 It is that time of day where Mom needs to get going & get the night routine started. I need to figure out what to have for dinner & then make it plus feed the pups. Maybe I will get a chance to sit outside before coming in & relaxing while watching TV.
 Remember that you are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I miss you so much....more than words can say. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I love you more than all the stars in the sky. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter so until then....good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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