Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing much better today! I got some sleep last night which felt great & I was up early doing all kinds of things! I fed the pups, made a macaroni salad for part of our dinner tonight, got ready, made the bed, did the dusting, took the pups out for a walk, went over to my neighbors & fed & gave her cat water & watered all her plants ( think there is about 40 ), did laundry, made breakfast, cut up some fruit for snacks for me, gathered the trash & took it down to the dumpsters, folded the laundry, paid bills & now I am writing to you. Mom noticed I can get so much done if I am up earlier in the morning & honestly it feels great. I feel like I can get so much more accomplished. Mom however did not study like I thought that I would. I have decided that I will wait for my books to show up in the mail on Friday instead of trying to do everything online. Mom does better if I have the books in front of me. It is a bummer that I have to go 3 days without studying but in the end my grades will be better! 
 Mark went to his appointment this morning. He says that it went well so I am hoping that all works out in his favor this time. He should hear something within the next week or so. He will be very busy again for the next couple days & then hopefully he will be able to relax over the weekend because next week is another busy one for him. Meme called this afternoon. I thought Bob's appointment was on Thursday but I guess I misunderstood as it is on Friday. She was saying he has his days....more bad than good I am afraid. Maybe this doctors visit will go well for him & he will get some answers. My fingers are crossed for him too. Meme was saying that her hip is still really bothering her so she is going to go have a x-ray done to see what is going on. Hope everything is okay with her. Mom spoke to Grandpa last night for a few. Things are busy with him & Debbie but they are doing well. Grandpa is setting up his shed the way he wants it & they are getting ready to have a carport put in. There is some exciting news that will be happening at the end of September so you will have to stay tuned for that as Mom is not allowed to say anything until it gets closer! Mom still has not had a chance to speak to Bean but I have texted her. I will try to get in touch with Aunt Beck either later today or tomorrow as they are leaving I believe on Friday for a couple weeks. Other than that not much else is going on. Mom has spoken to a few friends here & there. Nothing is new with them. Just life & being busy. That is all I have for updates for the day but I do have a couple prayers for you so here they are:May you look around and notice all of the answers to prayer you enjoy because of prayers you prayed some time ago. May the breakthroughs you've experienced and the open doors you've walked through compel you to pray with more fervency, specificity, and tenacity. God loves your faith. He loves your heart. He loves it when you pray. He's very protective of you and won't give you something that's not good for you. He makes you wait because He's making you ready. Trust your whole soul and story to Him. And keep praying. God is moving, even when you can't see it. One day, your faith will become sight. A blessed, beautiful, and prayerful day to you today!
 May you sense God's invitation to believe Him for something more, something greater, something deeper. He's always on the move and He invites you to move with Him. As He shows you areas of your life where you struggle with unbelief, may you refuse despair, and instead respond in prayer: "Lord, awaken fresh faith in me!" He holds out His hand and bids you to walk on the water with Him, to trust Him for what breaks your heart, and to believe that some of those dreams in your heart were put there by Him. Look up and trust Him today. He is faithful to His Word and He's made specific promise to you. Have a blessed and beautiful night!
 Here are a couple inspirational messages for you as well: It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.
 Beauty & Grace command the world.Simplicity is making the journey of this life with just baggage enough.
 Mom can't believe just how fast the day is flying by today. I have a couple hours before I need to start with the night routine with getting the pups fed & making dinner for Mark & I. Maybe I will go outside & just sit for a bit on the balcony. The air is warm & the skies are blue. The sun is shining bright. Mom is a happy gal right now. Maybe just maybe tonight while the skies are clear I will get to see a pretty sunset, the moon & the stars. I will be looking later for sure. I will also whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Mom will smile & I am pretty sure you are smiling back at me too. I miss you bunches & bunches. More than words can say my sweet precious son. Mom loves you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond & more than all the stars in the sky. You are my everything still. Always have been & always will. Nothing will change that. You are my hero for life & the wind beneath my wings. You will forever live & be inside my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Mom hopes that your evening will be whatever you need it to be. May you have fun doing things you need to & want to do while I am sleeping. Come visit if you can. You know Mom loves when you do! I will be back tomorrow with another letter so until than... good night & sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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