Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom is doing alright. The day started out pretty good but after a conversation with Mark, Mom to say the least is not very happy right now. My mind is all over the place. Mom is pretty hurt & I am quite sad. I don't know what to do right now. I need to do some thinking right now & either figure things out or make a huge change. Mom tries so hard at all I do for everyone that I always sell myself short & I need to stop that. No one ever thinks of me. They just think I will deal with it. They either don't remember that I have feelings or they don't really care. Mom wishes you were here to give me your advice or one of your special talks. Mom misses you so much. Every day is so difficult with you not here. Time does not make it easier.... it makes it harder for me. 
 Mom hesitated to even write to you tonight because of how I am feeling but I didn't want to not write to you tonight. It is also hard to write because again I am on my cell phone because for some reason we have been having problems with our internet all day. Guess Mom will have to call the company in the morning. This letter tonight is going to be short & Mom is so sorry but I will make it up to you tomorrow night. I know you understand so Mom at least feels better about that. 
 Mom will write your prayers & inspirational messages on tomorrows letter too. Mom hopes your night is all that you are needing & wanting it to be. Please be with Mom the next few nights as you know I need you. Thank you my sweet precious son. Come visit me in my dreams if you get the chance as well. Mom would love that. Thank you again. 
 I am going to close this letter for the night. I am going to call it a night & go relax & head to bed as I have class in the morning. I love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom will whisper to you later this  evening so hope you hear my voice. Smile & I will too. I will be back tomorrow night so until then.... good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!