Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is doing fine. I wanted to write to you before I started my studies for the day again. This morning Mom was up early & did the normal routine things then I went & laid back down for a bit. I got up, made breakfast & before I  got ready.... Mark tried helping me with my school work. I was so frustrated which got him frustrated that he told me to take a break. Once I did that, I decided to get ready & Mom moved a few things around in the apartment. After all that was done I needed to vacuum my mess up & then I took the pups for a walk. The weather was cold & I didn't want to be out long but that didn't happen. Mom forgot her keys to the building & the code didn't work for me to get in. Thank God that one of the maintenance guys were driving by & he helped me out. That was a mess. I finally got inside, grabbed my water & a snack & now I am writing to you. It is already 2 pm so Mom doesn't have a lot of time to do her work but I will try again. I have to. I will not get defeated in this. 
 Last night was a really really laid back time for Mark & Mom & it was really nice. we jumped into bed at 8 pm & we both played on our phones ( games ) until about 8:30 pm when Grandpa called to say hi. We chatted with him until 9 pm & then instead of putting the TV on we decided to just finish playing our games before going to bed. It was so peaceful & quiet as well. Both pups were fast asleep on the bed & everyone was nice  & content. We shut the lights off at 10 pm & decided to call it a night so we could get some sleep. Maybe tonight will be the same way. I do have a couple shows that I would like to watch though but it will be quiet & peaceful again. Mom will touch base with everyone tomorrow during the day & evening so I will have more updates for you then. For now here is the daily prayers for the day: 
  May you recapture the wonder and the awe of this season. YOU are someone Jesus loves, profoundly so. You are someone He sings over, delights in, and plans for. May you marvel that He came to earth to save you, restore you, and use you in ways that are beyond what you’ve ever imagined. God intends to restore the years the enemy has stolen. He intends to show Himself strong right in the midst of your current battle. Things won’t always be this hard. One day, He’ll make all things new! Until then, take time to notice Him in the small sacred spaces of life. He’s there. He invites you. May a heaven-breathed wonder fill your lungs today.
 May you step back tonight and give time and space to consider this truth: No circumstance, no enemy, no opposition can keep you from God's best purpose for you! Your unbelief is the only roadblock you have to deal with. God can do in a moment what takes us years to accomplish. Consider afresh what impossible things Jesus wants to do in and through you. Kneel, if you can. Open your hands. Look past your frustrations and consider His promises. Tonight, may Jesus find faith and expectancy in your heart. And may He download fresh insights while you sleep. Blessings on your night tonight!
 Here is a couple sayings for the day as well: 
 " If you can't do anything about it then let it go. Don't be a prisoner to things you can't change. " 
 " No one is you & that is your super power! "
 Both of these sayings are short & sweet but powerful. Mom is really learning both of these things & I am starting to feel better about it all. 
 Well, Tyler....Mom needs to get going so that I can do some of my work now. I hope later tonight you will have a peaceful evening doing the things you need to get done & things you may want to do. Come visit Mom tonight in my dreams while I sleep if you can. Thank you. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening for my voice & smile that smile I miss so much. Mom will smile back to you. Always know that I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are missed so much by Mom & our family & friends. You will always be my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. I will be back tomorrow night with another letter to you so until then.... good night & sweet dreams my sweet precious son. 
 always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!