Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing okay. Mark & I decided to just stay home today instead of trying to beat the rush of everyone shopping on Black Friday. Mom woke up & was really not in the mood at all. We will be going out tomorrow though. Today was spent just making breakfast, getting ready, taking the pups for a walk & playing around on the computer ( Mark was ) & Mom being on the phone all afternoon. I finally got to touch base with Aunt Beck & it was wonderful. we chatted for over an hour or longer. She was telling me that they have their tickets to go to Italy in April. That is amazing. One of her dreams will come true for her. They will be there for 3 weeks. I am so happy for her & can't wait to hear about her experiences. We talked about Bean & how she was doing & also we spoke about Mom & what has been going on there. She was telling me that she could feel & see a difference in me from the last time we spoke & that I have been doing a lot of work to make things better in my mind, heart, body & soul. It was a great validation & probably something that Mom needed to hear. I have no doubt in my mind that you were there & taken part in that so thank you my sweet son for your help as well. After Mom spoke to Aunt Beck, Mom spoke to Meme. Things are good on her end. The best that they can be anyways. 
 Last night Mom did indeed get to speak to Grandpa. He spent the day alone when Debbie went to work. Mom felt so bad & a bit guilty. He still is not feeling all that well but he says that he is getting better. Debbie on the other hand is getting worse. Mom told Grandpa that I would touch base with him over the weekend. He was hoping to get a note so it would release him to go back to work on Sunday. I hope that he is well enough to do that. He is getting so bored having to stay at home & not go anywhere. I told him I knew exactly how he was feeling as Mom has been living that lifestyle now for 6 years. Mom will fill you in on everything else over the weekend as I know of things. Right now I need to write a couple prayers to you as it is getting late & time escaped Mom today. It is already going on 4:45 pm & I have nothing started for the night routine. anyways..... here is the prayers:
 God's timing is perfect. He hears your prayers. He understands your pain. The things you are praying for will show up when you are most ready & prepared for it. Amen.
 Remember that nothing you have been through has been wasted. It has shaped you, molded you, & prepared you for what God has for you. Amen.
 Here is the saying for the day as well: 
 " If you have trouble visualizing, just feel what you want. Feeling is equally powerful. whether you feel it or imagine it in pictures, both are creating. You will know which one works best for you, by how you feel. Feeling good is the key to creation. "
 Mom hopes that tonight will be everything that you need & would like it to be. Have fun while Mom is sleeping tonight. Come be with me if you can or visit me in my dreams. Either or both would make me happy. Mom will whisper to you as I always do while I light the candles for the evening & when I go to bed. Hope you will smile when you hear Mom talking to you & I will be sure to smile to you. I miss you so much. I love you more than anything in this world that I live in. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. You will forever be in my heart, mind, body & soul. You, Tyler are Mom's hero & the wind beneath my wings. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then.... good night & sweet dreams. I will look to the sky tonight to see if I see the stars & moon shining bright. The evening sky is completely upon us right now so I will check in a few minutes when I get off the computer & am feeding the pups. Always know you are my shining star. To infinity & beyond......
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!