Friday, December 8, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing okay. The weather today is partly sunny & temps are in the 40's. Mom is saying that it is the calm before the storm for sure. The clouds are rolling in & soon it will be the evening sky. We are in a winter advisory warning from Saturday 4 am until Sunday 7 am. We are suppose to get anywhere between 3-5" of snow during the day & another 1-3" of snow overnight. Mom is hoping for the lesser amounts but who knows. I guess it is the season so snow is to be expected. Mom is not getting all grumpy like she has in the past. It is nothing I can control. I live where it snows & I will have to deal with it. Please watch over is during the storm. Mom is hoping that no power outages will happen for us because it is suppose to be really cold here. If there is anything you can do from where you are in regards to this then Mom would gladly appreciate it, Tyler. Thank you my sweet precious son. It means a lot to me. 
 Last night was just what I expected it to be. Pretty quiet for the most part. Meme called a couple times to talk to me. One of the calls I got pretty upset with her. I didn't like her attitude towards something & I had a hard time dealing with it. I guess I just don't understand her logic of thinking sometimes & things she says is not very nice at all. Mom tries so hard but times it is hard to restrain myself & I have to say how I feel. If I don't do that then I am not being true to myself & honestly that is not fair at all. Bob is doing okay for the most part. He is really wanting this procedure done with his brain to see where the tremors are coming from but there are a lot of side effects to it & things that are sketchy about it. Mom is worried about a few things but if that is something that Bob really wants then everyone will have to support his wishes. Mom will keep you posted with this. Grandpa also called last night as well. We chatted for about 30 minutes. Things are good with him & Debbie. They have busy working, doing shopping for Christmas & getting everything all set for the snowy weather. No word on his bloodwork as of yet so I guess it will be during next week. Please be with Grandpa as well. Thank you. The rest of the evening was Mark & Mom eating dinner & watching a couple of our TV shows. we went to bed early but Mom didn't sleep as I was up almost every hour going to the bathroom. I guess all the water that I drank yesterday did me in. Mom is hoping to sleep good tonight though. I need the rest. 
 Mom called Aunt Beck but got her answering machine. I left a message for her to call me when she was free. I am sure I will touch base with her over the weekend or early next week at some point. Beck, if you are reading this letter, I would appreciate it if you could do some healing work on my head, face & neck. Especially the right side. I guess where the snow & colder weather is coming it is really hurting where I was bit in the face. Thank you so very much! Love you xoxo. 
 This weekend looks like a weekend to stay in, lay low & just watch movies, drink hot cocoa & cuddle up with a blanket while Mark wraps the gifts that he needs too. We also have a gingerbread house that he bought that we are going to put together. Once that is done, Mom will take a picture of it & post it on here. This one is different from any that I have ever seen. It is done in whites, silver & golds. It will be really pretty. Mark knows Mom all so well. Those are my favorite colors. Mom thinks the weekend is going to be relaxing & just what we need. Looks like tonight will be a relaxing evening as well. Mark will be getting home around 5 pm when Mom is making dinner. Then it will be watching TV & then going to bed. Mom is hoping to be in bed early tonight as well. Come visit me in my dreams or come be with Mom during the night while I am sleeping. I would love that. Thank you! Mom hopes that your evening will be everything that you need & want it to be. Have fun while Mom sleeps too. Fly high & free! I miss you, Tyler. I miss you like crazy. This time of the year is the toughest for me. I do my best though & I hope you can see that. I never want you to see me sad or anything other than being happy. It is a work in progress & I think it always will be now. You are my sweet Angel & bright shining star. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I love you unconditionally. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Here is a saying for the day: The universe responds to our inner yearnings by mysteriously bringing people into our life to answer questions & help quell our conflicts. Every time you follow your intuition, your personal vibration intensities. This can be likened to turning up the volume on a stereo. The more your personal vibration is intensified the more you will pull people into your life who carry messages for you. It is a universal law.
 Before I end this letter to you today I will write the prayer of the day for you but for now I wanted to tell you that I will whisper to you again later this evening so be listening for Mom's voice. I will smile when I whisper to you & I hope you will be smiling back to Mom. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you providing everything is okay with the weather. If there is no letter than you know we had a power outage & I will write to you when it comes back on. I don't think it will happen but I just wanted you & all the people who read my letters to you know this. It is after 2 pm & Mom needs to get going. I need to put some time into studying before it gets dark & I have to start the evening routine stuff. I love you with all my heart, Tyler. To infinity & beyond. Good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the pray:
  May Jesus Himself woo you away from the distractions of this world and lead you to quiet waters so you can rest awhile. May He breathe fresh life into your soul and fresh healing to your hurts. May you sense His hands on your face and hear Him speak words of truth, affection, and redemption over you. May your awareness of His love make every lesser affection fade away. He is your highest aim, your most lofty goal, your greatest prize. And you have Him! May you live every single day with the awareness of His presence. He's with you. You have everything you need. Blessings on your weekend.

And so I walk in the Lord’s presence as I live here on earth (Psalm 116:9 NLT)!

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