Dear Tyler,

Happy Heavenly Valentines Day my sweet son. This is my 1st Valentines Day without you and I know that it is a " couples holiday " and not a " Mother & Son holiday " , but I ALWAYS spent my day with you and I always asked you the same question... Will you be my Valentine??? You would always say " Yes " and make my day. You would either draw me pictures of roses or buy me some. You were always so sweet to me. I still have the picture of the roses you painted for me & the picture that was taken of you & I with the roses you bought me for the very last time. I will cherish both of them always! I asked Amy today to find you and give you a hug & kiss and to make sure to tell you hat was from Mom! I miss you so much my precious Angel. I love you beyond any words that I could ever say! 
 Today is so beautiful here. Texas is 70 degrees and sunny with blue skies! I couldn't have asked for a better day. I spoke to Meme & Uncle Dick today and they are just sick of the dang snow that is still coming down in New Hampshire & Massachusetts They got over 17" and still more on the way tomorrow. I feel so bad for them but I am so not missing that white stuff, Ty! I know just how much we would b*tch about the cold and the snow. Now neither of us need to worry about that any longer. Please continue to keep everyone safe and sound back home. Thank you!
 I wanted to write a little letter to you today and then write a couple lines from a song that I love. I thought it was appropriate for today.. it is called: 

One Sweet Day

Sorry, I never told you
All I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feelin' and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene in Heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I, I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene in Heaven
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Yeah, Lord, I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen 
As I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene in Heaven
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say.....

I hope you like the lyrics to this song. It is another special one for Mom to you. I hope you have  wonderful and peaceful evening tonight in Heaven. I will look to the clear dark sky to see you shining brightly. I will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for Mom. Sweet dreams pumpkin and know you are missed so much by many but nobody misses you more than I do. I love you all the way around the world and back. Forever!!!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!