Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you on this Monday evening? I hope you are happy and well up there in Heaven. Mom is doing ok. Had a few tough days & nights these last couple weeks but I would like to think that I am getting it out of my system so that I will start feeling better in a couple days. The flu is really hitting everyone everywhere and it hits fast and stays for a few days and then comes back. It has been a rough Winter so far between the cold temps, the large amounts of snow, and all the illnesses. It is just crazy!
 Hope you went and visited Meme today as it was her Birthday. I know she would love to know that you are around and watching over her. Sounds like it was a good day all around. We sent her a bouquet of flowers with a balloon and had them delivered at work and Bob gave Meme a nice card and made a nice dinner. She was surprised by it all. It was good for her. She deserves it and it made me happy to now she had a nice day! 
 Mom had a busy day. Spent the morning on the phone with a friend that needed someone to talk to as she is going through a difficult time. Then I went and had my hair highlighted, got home and swept the floor, mopped it, took out the trash and did laundry. Even had a chance to talk to Grandpa & Debbie too. Made dinner and now I am relaxing for the evening and writing my letter to you. 
 I did talk to 2 more people on the phone today as well. I spoke to your Dad. He called to get some info but also to see how I was doing. Don't talk to him much anymore but he still keeps in touch every few weeks. We talk about you and I can hear the pain in his voice and how much he misses you too. Guess he is going for a Sheriff's job. I wish him luck. He would be great at that job plus he would be taking after his Dad and your Grandpa Ed. 
 The other person I spoke to was Cindy, Jeremy's Mom. Didn't speak long because of the Doctor's going in to chat with her. What she did tell me was that he is weak, his vent is not working correctly and that there are a few medical issues going on. He is in a lethargic state. Cindy said that she was finding it difficult and hard to deal with it all because she has always been able to interact with Jeremy and now at this time she can not. Made me so sad and my heart hurt to hear this. I know exactly how she feels. Jeremy is at the same hospital that you passed away at. He is in the ICU just as you were. I again feel helpless for Cindy & Jeremy. I wish I was closer to them so I could help out. Please go and be with them both. I know you watch over them but I just need to ask you. Thanks Tyler. I know Jeremy was like a brother to you. He feels the same way. Please have Ron go with you and watch over him too. The 3 Amigos have to stick together, right? 
 Again... the evening sky is cloudy and no stars are shining that we can see. I know you are though just like you always are. I miss you so much. I know you are the brightest one up there watching over Mom & the rest of our family & friends. I hope you have a wonderful night. Flying high & flying free. May it be peaceful & all you want it to be my sweet precious son...Mom's Angel from above. I love you beyond any words could ever say. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!