Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing this evening? I hope you are wonderful and are doing so many amazing things that you want to do in Heaven. Mom is doing well as I can be. Today Mark & I got a chance to go out. It was really nice. I am feeling like myself again. The weather was just beautiful. Sunny with blue cloudless skies and 70 degrees. Just simply beautiful. Did some grocery shopping, got my nails done and walked around today. Nothing major but again it was just really nice to get the fresh air. Bonnie is arriving on Monday.. 2 days and she will be here for 10 days. She is watching Max & Snickers for us when we go to Las Vegas for 4 days. Next Saturday we will be at the Celine Dion Concert. I can't wait. I am still in shock that Mark bought us tickets. He is so sweet. I know you loved him Tyler. I know you are smiling down because one of your fears was leaving me behind and that I would be alone. You even said you no longer had to worry about Mom because I was in good hands. You were so right pumpkin. You always could read people so well! I just wish you were still here with us. To share all this and be in Texas with Mom. I know you would like it here. The weather is amazing and the people are so friendly. The traffic sucks but you get used to it. Sometimes when I am outside I can see you sitting in your chair with your face to the sun and soaking it all in just like you used to. It brings a smile to my face but tears to my eyes. It is bittersweet. Mark bought Mom a charm bracelet for Valentines Day. It has 10 charms... a wine glass... because I like wine, a cupcake... because Mark calls me his Brass Cupcake, an engagement ring... because we are getting married, a Princess Crown...because I am Mark's Princess, a silver heart that says Mom...because I still am a Mom to you even if you are in Heaven, 2 silver spacers, and 3 white crystal stoppers. It is so pretty and sparkles. I know you would like it. Maybe you were even with us when we were picking it out. I always wonder when you are with me. I mostly have to rely on Aunt Becky to tell me. That sounds so sad but it is true. Could you do me a favor the next time you are near... can you make it really known so that Mom picks up on it? Thanks pumpkin.
 Took the pups for a walk already and I was so surprised to see that after such a clear blue sky today..tonight sky is cloudy and no stars shining. It didn't matter because I know you are still up there shining brightly. I whispered to you. I hope you heard Mom. I will look again one last time before going to bed t see if anything changed. Again, I will whisper to you. Be listening. I miss you so much and I love you more than I can say. 
 I hope you have a peaceful evening. Continue to watch over us all like you always do. Sweet dreams my sweet precious Angel. You will always be my everything. Just remember that. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!