Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing today? I hope you are well. Mom is under the weather today. The coldness outside for the last 10 days is getting to me. My bones hurt and all the places that I have broken are just screaming with pain. I shouldn't complain because I know back home they are colder than we are here, but no one would expect Texas to be 34 degrees for the last several days. It is just cold and rainy. Just a nasty chill in the air. It will really be nice to see the sun the next couple of days. Looking forward to that for sure. My days are busy filled with looking for apartments to where we will be relocating to and looking at stuff for the wedding. It is really frustrating though. Not too many apartments available and many you have to be put on a wait list that comes with a hefty price tag. It is so discouraging. It just sucks. As far as the wedding plans we have a couple leads on where to hold it but again to secure the site money needs to be put down as well. I think that there is just too much going on at the same time for me. My computer is running so slow so that doesn't help matters either. Ugh.....
 Not much else is really going on here. Haven't spoken to any of our family all week. I usually do on the weekends. I know that Meme has her hands full at home and I also know that Grandpa has been working these last several days. The weather has played a big part to as they all have been slow blowing and shoveling their way out. I guess New England is headed for another major snow storm again this weekend. It is suppose to dump more snow then the one they got on earlier this week. I just hope that everyone who has to drive is safe on the roads. I have to chuckle because I remember last year... you & Jeremy went outside and were doing doughnuts in the snow. I laughed and smiled as I am right now remember it all. What I wouldn't do for another day with you. To hold you close and just be with you. Talk about everything and anything. To laugh and to cry with you. Just to hear your voice, see your face, and see that smile. I really miss you Tyler. I miss you so much. Words can't even describe just how much but I am sure that you can guess or at least I hope you can. 
 I have tried to contact Cindy for an update on Jeremy but I keep getting his voicemail. I just hope that everything is ok and he is getting better. I worry about him a lot but I know you got this. I know you are with him and watching over him with whatever is going on. I am going to try again tomorrow. I hope that I get them. Keeping my fingers crossed that's for sure.
 Another evening that it is cloudy and there won't be any stars in the sky but I know you will be shining just the same. I know you will be watching over Mom & our family and friends just as you always do. Thank you so much for that. I will whisper to you as I always do each night. I hope that you will be listening for me. 
 I hope you have a peaceful evening Tyler with many sweet dreams. I love you with all my heart. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!