Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing in Heaven today? Mom is so sorry that I have not been able to write to you in the past 3 days. I have once again been so sick. It started Saturday night and it is still continuing today. This stomach bug is so nasty. It comes with vomiting, headache, stomach bloating, and the worst stomach pains ever. I have never been 3 days without writing to you and that made me so sad. It hurt me a great deal. I feel so close to you when I write to you. I did however whisper to you every night. I hope you did hear me nightly. Not much has been going on here as you know. Mark has been such a gem and taking care of me these last few days. He is so kind and sweet. Making sure I am doing well. I am very lucky. Please tell Amy I said " Thank you. " 
 The weather here in Texas has been so chilly and rainy. Mom's old bones ache..lol! The rest of the week is suppose to be sunny and starting to warm up. Weekend is looking wonderful..sunny and 72 degrees. Bonnie is coming on Monday for 10 days. I haven't seen her in 8 months so it will be fun! Mark & I leave for Vegas in 8 days. I can't wait to go and see Celine Dion in concert. Please be with us so that we have safe travels. 
 Aunt Becky will be flying back to the states next week too. Please be with her so she travels safely too. Watch over all our family and friends just like you always do. Thank you for all that you do for us. I haven't spoken to Meme or Grandpa lately because of being sick so I hope that everything is ok. Please watch over them too! I miss them so much. I miss you so much it hurts. I love you!
 I know this letter is not long at all, but I couldn't go another day without writing to you. I needed and wanted you to know that I am thinking about you every second of every minute of every hour of every day. You are always on my mind. I am always thinking of you. Always remembering the times we shared. Thinking about those times brought many tears to my eyes these last few days. I miss you so bad. I hate that you are not here with Mom. I am sorry for feeling this way but I do. I have to be honest with you. I am happy that you are happy so don't get me wrong but I just want you to be with me and be happy.
 This evening is not going to be clear so I won't be able to see the stars but I know you are shining bright just like you always do. I will be waiting these next few days to see you shining! I hope you have a wonderful and peaceful evening tonight. Sweet reams my sweet precious son. I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!