Dear Tyler,

 Hi sweetie! How are you doing today on this Wednesday afternoon? I hope you are happy and well up in Heaven! Mom is doing fine today. A little tired because I didn't sleep last night but I will sleep extra good tonight! You would be so proud of me. I actually drove around today with Bonnie. That is the first time I have done that since we moved here. Bonnie said that she was so impressed with me and Mark said the same thing! I guess I was impressed with myself. That took a lot for me to do and I think it went very well!!! I took Bonnie to go get her hair cut, and to do some shopping for her granddaughter and great grandson's birthday. We had a great time and it was really nice getting out during the week instead of just the weekend. 
 Mom and Mark leave for Vegas really early in the morning. Our driver is coming at 5 am so I need to be up at 4 am to get ready. I am nervous but excited to go and see Sin City. I ask you to please be with us as we are traveling to and from. Make sure that we are safe and sound. Thank you sweetie! Aunt Becky is flying home on Friday so please be with her as well.
 I will be doing my letter to you as much as I can while I am gone, but probably not every night. I hope that you understand and won't be upset with me. I know that Saturday night will be 1 night I will not be writing as that is the night of the concert and it will be ending quite late! I will write all about it so that you can visualize what Las Vegas is like. I sure wish that you were here with me and we were going on this trip together. I miss you so much. I know you will be with me not just the way I want. I love you pumpkin with all my heart and soul. Please always always remember this. It is so important that you do.
 I will be looking to the sky tonight to see if I can see you shining brightly up in the sky. I will whisper to you so please be listening for Mom. I will also be up so early in the morning and the sky will still be dark so I will look up to it and whisper to you again. I miss you my precious son with all my heart and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. 
 Have a wonderful night in Heaven and do all that you want to do. Sweet dreams and watch over us all. Thank you. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!