Dear Tyler,

Hi honey! How are you doing today in Heaven? Here it is windy but sunny and blue skies. The temp is not bad either but at some points when the wind blows it is a bit chilly but I will not complain at all. Mom has had a couple off days. More emotional than usual. Cried a lot more then I have in awhile. Guess I needed it. I watched my show that I like.. Long Island Medium and I cried all the way through it. It had 2 Moms on there that lost a son, and a daughter. I could relate to it so much that I just sat there and cried. I let the tears roll down my cheeks. Things that were said and the way they were feeling was all to familiar to Mom. I guess now I know that when I need a good cry I can just sit and watch the show...lol! I get a lot out of watching it. I get to hear how Spirit is and what Spirit actually does to a certain point. It confirms that there is indeed life after death. Just in a different way and that we definitely will all be together some day! 
 I heard from Aunt Becky today. She was telling me that she was listening to a radio station and they played the song " Men in Black. " She immediately thought of you and she said that she could see you dancing in the Spiritual Realm. She said she smiled and said hello to you. Her email made me cry happy tears. After I read that I said that I missed you so much. Did you hear me? Do you ever hear when I whisper to you? I hope so. I want you to know that I love you so much still and it hurts that I can't here you say it back to me. My heart will remain having a big void in it. It is so hard for some to understand it but I know you do. I know you know what I try to tell you even if I cant get it out the way I want. My life is forever changed the day that I lost you. I know that you are always with me but sometimes I want to be selfish and say that just isn't enough for Mom anymore. I want you to still be here with me so that we can share more together. I want to see you grow and have an adult life. I want to see your smile, hear your voice, and yes... even argue with you! I miss all this. I miss all our special times together. There is nothing more special than a love a Mother has for her child. I have so much love for you. I am so proud of all that you were and all that you did. I was and still am honored that you chose me to be your Mom and experience all that we did together. I love you unconditionally Tyler. 
 I am hoping that the skies are clear tonight so that I can see you shining brightly down on us. Regardless..as always I will whisper to you so I hope that you will be able to hear Mom. I hope that you have a wonderful evening in the Heaven above. Fly high and fly free my sweet precious son. Continue to watch over us all. Thanks pumpkin. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!