Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing today? I hope you are the happiest that you have ever been. Mom is doing as good as can be. Every day is a struggle but I am getting by and hopefully making you proud in the process. Things are pretty quiet around here. Not much really going on these days so I guess in a way that is good. Mark is working a lot and I am doing so many things to keep me busy! We are trying to finalize all the things for the wedding, getting all the details ready & set, looking for a place to take our honeymoon and planning that too, plus getting ready to take our trip back to NH. That is coming very fast...42 days out. Such a bittersweet thing for me as I have told you before though. Charlie & Marion's wedding is in 46 days which means that in 52 days it will be 1 year since you left us in the physical world and went up to the Heavens above. Some days it is so unbelievable that the time has gone by but other days it seems like yesterday. I miss you so much Tyler. I love you more than life itself. I just hope that you are happy and content doing all that you are. I guess I need validation from time to time that you are still around Mom and that you are ok. 
 Don't hear much from your Dad but I did text him over a few pictures of you & him that I had. I know he doesn't have any thanks to Chris throwing them all away on him, but I am trying to get him some so he can have. He said things were rough. Still not working and still living with the in laws. He is hoping to get and find work soon. He did want to move but no money to do that right now. In ways I feel so bad for him. Look out for your Dad, Tyler. I know things were not always the greatest but he did and still does love you. Thanks pumpkin!
 The weather here is so dang hot & humid. It was 85 degrees put today and tomorrow it will be 95...ugh! Guess we are in for rain, wind and crappy weather Monday. I don't think I will see the stars tonight but I know you are up there shining bright and watching over Mom, Mark & the rest of our family and friends. I will continue to whisper to you so I hope you will be listening out and able to hear me. 
 I hope you have a peaceful and restful evening tonight. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world... Forever!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!