Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing fairly well. A bit tired because of the pups keeping Mark & I up all night but other than that I am doing just fine. The weather again is crappy here.. rain again..imagine that, huh? We have got so much rain the last 2 months it is insane. I guess we need it though because pretty soon the weather will be turning and the temps will be really warm. I noticed last year that there is not much rain in the summer months when it is needed the most. I guess I am just tired of all the dreary days and the darkness that comes with it. Makes me depressed for the most part. 
 Thank you for the nice surprise on Friday night. The clouds were there but I did get to see a few stars in the fog and haze. I knew you were the one shining the brightest so that Mom could see. Thank you. It brought a huge smile to my face! Last night there were no stars out. The clouds were rolling in for today's weather. As always, no matter what I whispered to you so I hope you heard Mom. I always talk to you. I swear that probably the folks here see me talking to myself and think I am crazy. I am ok with that. I don't care. I feel so much closer to you when I talk to you and when I write to you too. That is what matters to me! 
 Not much has happened over the weekend. Friday night we booked our tickets to go back to NH for Marion & Charlie's wedding. Everything is all set there. Got the flights, the rental car, and the hotel all set. Glad that is all set. 1 less thing to worry about! I can't wait to see our family & friends. I haven't been back home to NH since you passed away so things will be bittersweet for Mom this time around. I miss everyone so much but I wish I was coming home to see you. I guess I am in a way just not the way I wanted to. I miss you so much. I love you! I know you are happy and you did all the things you were suppose to here in the physical world... Forrest's words echo in the back of my mind & haunt me all the time... I know you don't look back and you are doing so many things that you never could. I guess I just wish I could see what you are doing and where. That's the Mom in me coming out. I miss being a Mom to you. Will you send me some signs that you are near me? I will promise to pay more attention. Thank you Tyler!
 Spoke to Meme over the weekend. She got herself another car. This one is a VW Beetle Bug. Guess it is Charcoal Gray and she really likes it a lot. She seems happy with her choice. Guess things are the same at the house. Bob is doing the best he can. Please continue to be with them and watch over them. They both really need it. Grandpa & Debbie are doing well. Working hard as always but they are good. I got to speak to Great Grammy the other day. It was so nice to hear her voice. I miss her. She sounded good and she misses you a lot. She keeps saying she will be seeing you soon. I know when it is her time you along with her other family will be there to greet her. That is really comforting to know. 
 I hope that you have a great afternoon in the Heavens above. Fly high and fly free as you want to. May your evening be restful and peaceful for you too. Sweet dreams tonight my sweet precious son and Angel above. Watch over Mom, Mark, the pups and the rest of us. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. Forever... Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!