Sunday, April 20, 2014

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet Angel. Happy Easter pumpkin. I hope that you had a day of celebrating with the Lord and all of our family and friends that are up there with you in Heaven. I wrote on your facebook wall today and wished you a good day. I mentioned Nana, Pepe, Aldo, Betty, Ed, Amy, Ron, Rickie, Wendy, and a couple others. Sure do miss you all so very much. I told Amy when she saw you to give you a big hug and kiss and tell you that it was from Mom. I hope she did that for me! The Holidays sure are not the same anymore. They are so hard to deal with. Mark & I spent the day like any other Sunday. We cleaned the house, played Chess and cooked dinner. Nothing special at all. Spoke to Meme & Bob and Grandpa today so that was super nice. Everyone is doing good for the most part. Bob's app't is coming up and I know that Meme is pretty worried. I didn't say anything but I know that you will be with him through his procedure. Thank you for that. Thank you for all that you do whether it is you alone or with other family and friends Angels. It means so much to me and every one else.
 I got to see the stars last night. Not many but the ones I saw were shining brightly. I smiled and chatted with you as I always do. I hope that you heard Mom. I haven't been out this evening but I will be going out after I get done with this letter to you. I am hoping to see the stars again tonight so that I can chat with you for a few more minutes. I hope you will be waiting and listening for Mom. 
 I just got done watching my show that I like... Long Island Medium. Boy it was 2 very hard episodes to watch tonight. Both were about Mom's losing there children. It always hits home for me and I get a good cry out of it that's for sure. The things that Theresa says about Spirit is just so soothing and calming for Mom. I understand things that she says and it comforts me with messages to others because sometimes I can relate to what is being said. That may sound funny to some folks but not to me.
 I miss you so much. I want you to know that because it was Easter... I ate our favorite treat... Peeps!!! Before I did I said " This ones for you Tyler ". I miss those times that we shared. Remember the last Easter we were together.. We ate the 2 boxes I brought. We both had a major sugar highs that afternoon and we both crashed hard that evening..lol! Good times...good memories! I am sure you are smiling as you are reading that part. Probably even laughing too. I can hear your laugh.. oh how I miss that so much. 
 It is getting late and I need to walk the pups before it gets even later. I hope you are happy and peaceful. May your evening be relaxing. Fly high and fly free my sweet precious son. I love you with all my heart and soul. Watch over us all. Thanks!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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