Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing today in Heaven? Mom is doing so much better today! The last couple days Mark has been the sweetest and he has been rebuilding my computer for me. It crashed the other night so instead of trying to just fix it he wiped everything off my computer. He rebuilt it and then put everything back on. So glad he knows how to do all this stuff because it would have cost so much money to have it done! Mark definitely is a gem. He is so good to Mom. I know you are shining down on us and smiling knowing that Mom is being treated good and that I am being taken care of. I know that was so important to you. 
 Mom was under the weather yesterday as well. Guess Monday night I ate something that did not agree with me. I took yesterday as a down day and stayed in bed and ate really light. My stomach was not being very friendly to me but is much better today. I have been up since 7:30 am which is very early for me..lol, I made Mark coffee & breakfast. I did my workout and then took my shower. I have been getting used to the new version of the computer today. I am now writing to you and then after I will be making dinner and then calling it a night. I will watch a little tv and then early to bed for me. Mark has a busy day tomorrow so I want him to get all the sleep he possibly can tonight. 
 Spoke to Auntie Kristina today on the phone. She is doing really well. Mark is doing good too. She has found a dress for the wedding. It is so pretty. She will look incredible in it. All the girls will if they get the same dress as her. If they don't then they still will all look incredible. Did I tell you that the guys in the wedding party will be wearing " super hero " shirts underneath? We thought that would be fun to do. I guess if Mark chooses the Marvel Comics then he will be Iron Man and if DC Comics are chosen then he will be Superman. What do you think? The guys will be posing for a picture at the wedding. The dress shirt will be unbuttoned and the super hero shirt exposed. I think it will be a riot..lol! I just wish that you were here because you would either be Superman or the Punisher! 
 Everywhere I look... things remind me of you. It makes me so happy and then it makes me very sad. I try daily to do my best at this grieving thing. Not sure if I am succeeding at it or not. I look at your pictures a million times a day and tell you how much I miss you. Every day I wish I could pick up the phone to call you or to skype you on the computer. I miss those days so much. I start to get sad and cry but then I start to think of what has been told to me about you. You are happy, you are without limitations now, you are always busy learning new things, you did all that you were suppose to do in this world. When I think that way I start to smile because I am so proud of you. Proud of who you were when you were with me and proud of what you are doing now. I know I can't see it but I know you are doing an amazing job or jobs! I never have any doubts to that!
 Thank you for the stars shining brightly last evening. I whispered to you so I hope that you could hear me. The sky is suppose to be cloudy and overcast for the rest of the week so I am not sure if I will see the stars or not but either way I know you are up there shining brightly and watching over us all. I will whisper to you no matter what!
 I hope you have a peaceful evening Tyler. Fly high and fly free my precious son. May you have sweet dreams. I miss you so much and love you beyond any words could ever say. Too the moon and back and all the way around the world. Forever! 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. Can you please watch over Bob tomorrow as he goes in for his procedure? Thanks pumpkin!