Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing today on this Wednesday afternoon? I hope that you are keeping busy by doing all the wonderful things you are suppose to be doing & all the things you want to do. Every day I wonder what you do with yourself... are you always busy, are you bored, are you not bored, what exactly it is like in the Spiritual Realm where this no concept of time....so many questions pumpkin! Mom is doing much better today. The last couple days have been rough with a nasty headache & stomach issues...mostly nausea...not fun! The headache is very little now & I am able to lift my head up with barely any pain & my stomach is doing so much better. I prayed to you that you would help me out... I believe that you heard me & for that I wanted to say thank you. I know you will always be near me & look after me. It is hard to live without you but knowing you are always near helps me. 
 Anyways... I was not able to write to you the last 2 days so I have the 2 daily prayers to write to you! Here is the 1st one.... August 26th~ The Lord, a God merciful & gracious, slow to anger, & abounding steadfast love & faithfulness. What a gift mornings are in our lives, Lord! When the sun begins to rise over the plains, casting its pink light across the face of the mountains, we forget all about yesterday's challenges & failures. The new day, when we turn it over to you in prayer, is full of joyful anticipation. Thank you, Lord, for giving us a brand new start each morning as we wake. Your eternal mercy blesses us day to day. Oh that one is really refreshing Tyler. I wish I could say that I enjoy the sunrise each morning, but honestly I sleep right through it. For some reason that is the time of morning that I seem to get the best sleep. I have tried to go to bed earlier to get up earlier to enjoy more of the morning time & the daylight hours but I have not succeeded as of yet. I guess I will try again to see if I succeed. I would really like to because of Day Light Savings Time is approaching in the next week... we have to change the clocks back 1 hour & lose an hour of day light. Guess this will be the perfect time to start things off! Regardless of the outcome.. every night I thank you, the Angels, & God for my day & all the blessings & in the morning I thank y'all again for the blessings that were received during the evening. Means a lot to me.. I never have & never will take anything for granted!
 August 27th~ Every generous act of giving, with every perfect gift, is from above, coming down from the Father of Lights. Heavenly Father, when we sit down to eat, we say " grace " before our meal. Through this simple act we ask for your blessing upon our food, & we also thank you for the marvelous gifts we have received from you. Each time I encounter a gift in my life, remind me to greet it in the same way, first asking your blessing & then expressing my thanks. Truly all good things come from you Father. All simple pleasures are opportunities for grateful praise. Well I can honestly say I do not follow this prayer in this exact way. I don't say " grace " before my meals but I do thank God & the Angels for everything that happened during the day & evening on that specific date. I do thank them all again for every little thing that happens during the day that is good. I don't say it out loud but I do say it silently for all to hear Mom. I am learning a lot from these daily prayers that I write to you & I keep a mental note of them all. Things I can change & things that I can continue to do so that when it is my turn to be called home I see you again & be with you for eternity. 
 Everyone in the family is well I suppose. Grandpa & Debbie are well. Meme is alittle upset with Mom at this time but I am sure she will get over it. Some things were harsh but needed to be said. Honesty is sometimes the hardest thing to accept. I have learned that through the years. Bob I guess is doing well. I know you are with him a lot so you know better than me. Mark is good. Aunt Becky is good & John is well. Was told today that he will be having surgery at the beginning of November. I know you will watch over him too. Everything will go well. Mom is, like I said in the beginning of this letter, doing better. I am busy getting stuff set for the wedding. 4 months today & Mark & Mom will be getting married! I am getting excited, nervous, etc... I just wish you were here to help Mom. I miss you & miss sharing special times with you. It is so hard for me. I am trying my best to make you proud. I love you!
 The clouds are settling in for the night sky. I am not sure I will see the stars or the moon for the next several nights as we are in for some rainy weather & storms. I will continue to whisper to you as I always do. Hope you hear me & are listening out. I hope your night is everything you need & want it to be for yourself & others. Fly high & fly free Tyler. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!