Friday, May 29, 2015

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Today is a pretty good day for Mom. I did my test today for school & I will be submitting it in a couple hours. I got my test score back from a couple days ago & I got a 98! I was so happy with this one. It was tough for sure. This one that I am submitting is the 1st set of actual transcriptions. I am assuming that I will get a low grade due to this being the 1st ones. I need to see what I am doing right & what I am doing wrong. It will suck to get a lower grade but I will get my GPA back up. As long as I stay in a : A grade I will be fine! I will keep you posted. 
 The weather is sunny, & beautiful. The wind is blowing but it is a nice breeze. The pups enjoyed a nice walk earlier today. Ozzy just loves going out & running. He is cute to watch. Princess really likes it as well. She likes to roll in the dirt..lol! I am sure you are laughing when you see them. I know you think they are cute too. I sure do miss Snickers & Max though. I say it all the time. I know you are taking really good care of them for Mom. I know they are happy to be pain free & with you again. That makes me smile. 
 Mark did indeed get the email with the job offer he was waiting for. Unfortunately, the company decided that they wanted him at a lower rate then what they originally said. That made Mark think about things & counter offered them. He didn't hear anything from them today so hopefully he will come Monday. I just hope that he didn't do anything to screw it up. It is so sad that one has to do numbers to see what one needs to survive. It is very expensive to live where we do. This is our downfall for us. We are not in the position to move at this time so we have to deal with what we have. Makes it harder but I know we will survive things. We always do. Thank you again so much for helping us through this difficult 6 weeks. It means so much to Mom to know you were watching over us. I will always need you. I miss you so much Tyler. I love you beyond this world & more. Never forget this!
 Not much else is new or needed for updates today. I am sure over the weekend I will have some on Bob & Uncle Joe. Until then I will say that " no news is good news. "
 Here is the daily pray for you today. May 29~ But I will sacrifice unto thee with the voice of thanksgiving; I will pay that that I have vowed. Salvation is of the Lord. Sacrifice doesn't always come easily, Lord. Please show me those opportunities you have placed in my day for me to lay down my own to-do list & be aware of the greater things you are doing through me. Don't let me miss those opportunities, Lord. Please do not allow any grumbling on my part to deter your work. Grant me the grace to make any sacrifices you need from me today. 
 The evening sky will be upon us in a couple of hours. I look forward to looking to the sky & being able to see the stars & moon. Last night was just too cloudy. There was nothing so maybe tonight. Mark & Mom have been sitting on our balcony for a couple hours nightly. Just enjoying the evening breeze & the fresh air. It helps me sleep so much better & the dogs sleep better too. This is always a plus for us..lol! I always look to the sky & talk to you. Do you hear Mom? I believe that you do. I will whisper to you again tonight so be listening out for Mom.
 I hope you have a wonderful & peaceful night. I wonder what you do. I know that there is no concept of time where you are so I wonder do you keep busy at all times, do you have down time, what exactly do you do??? I still want to have another reading with Forrest soon so I hope that you will come through again so I can get some answers to things that I am curious about. I am not sure if you sleep in the spiritual realm but I always wish you a good night & sweet dreams. I hope you are with Mom tonight & I see you in my dreams. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul my sweet precious son. I miss & love you beyond anything that I can ever say. I know you know how much though. I know you see & feel it. Continue to watch over us all from above. Give big kisses to the pups for Mom & also hugs to all that I miss as well. Many family & friends. Thanks T! 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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