Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing today on this Wednesday evening? I hope that everything is perfect where you are. Mom wanted to write to you now because I have had quite the busy day today with doing all kinds of studying & taking another test for my schooling. I have also done some house work & things & I am extremely tired. I didn't want to go without writing something to you. I feel closer to you when I do but you already know this. 
 Mark had his face to face interview today & he said it went very well. Fingers & toes are crossed that he receives a call with an offer tomorrow. If not he still has another meeting on Friday afternoon with another company. I know that 1 of these has to come through. He is doing all he can at this point. I try not to show how worried or concerned I really am to Mark because I know he is doing his best but after 1 month with no work our financial funds are depleting quite quickly & Mom is not sure of what we are going to do. I am still leaving it in God's hands. He will guide us to where we both need to be & he will provide for us. I truly believe this with all my heart. I know that when it comes to Mom... you, Tyler are with me every step of the way & guiding me through my schooling. Thank you so much for that. I need you with me & I need your help. I miss you so much & I love you beyond any words can ever express. 
 Meme called today. Bob is not doing well & after seeing him over the weekend I am scared for both Bob & Meme. I have my opinions but I will keep them off here & I know you already know what I mean. I have shared them with Meme though & she actually agrees. Please be with them, Ty. They both need you so bad. I am so afraid for Meme. She says she is fine but I know better & so don't you. Uncle Joe is still sedated for the 3rd week in ICU. He is really fighting for his life & has been now. No changes with him. Grandpa keeps me posted. I feel for him, Grammy & Aunt Shirley. They are really close to him. Brandy's husband left today to drive out to Vegas to work for 3 months again. I hope Joe gets there safely & he gets home safely to Brandy. I know you will be watching over her too. Thank you my sweet precious son.
 Today is Mom's friends son's birthday. I am sure you have been around Lucas. He would have been 16. His Mom is having such a hard day. I hope that Lucas is wrapping his arms around his Momma & telling her he is ok. His Angelversary is coming up July 1st. It will be 1 year of his passing. I can't believe that in 1 month from today it will be your 2nd year. It does not get easier that is for sure. It gets harder some days & other days it is tolerable. 
 The evening sky is upon us now. I did see the stars last night & I whispered to you. I will do the same again tonight when I take the pups out. Hope you will be listening out for Mom. I hope you have the sweetest dreams tonight when you settle down from whatever you may be doing. I hope to see you in my own dreams. 
 I will write the daily prayer from today on tomorrows letter as I don't have the book in front of me & I can't go get it right now. I love you so much & you will forever be in my heart, mind, & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!