Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing tonight on this Saturday evening? I hope you are well my sweet son. Mom is quite tired again today. I have been up since 6 am this morning with the pups. I have been so exhausted but did not go back to sleep. I did it on purpose so that I could go to bed early tonight to get up early in the morning. Mark & Mom have decided to drive to NH to go surprise Meme on Mother's Day. She has no idea that we are coming so I hope it will be a big surprise to her & I make her smile. Tomorrow will be a hard enough day for Mom but I felt that Meme is still here with me so I should go & see her. It will make my day a little better. I know that you would approve so that makes me smile too. 
 I sure do miss you Tyler. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are also missed by so many family & friends. You were loved beyond anything that you could have ever imagined. It makes me feel so good to know that you touched so many people in this world with all that you did. I am so proud of you. I have always been proud & I will always continue to be. Just because you are no longer physically with Mom doesn't mean my feelings have changed. You were & still are my life & my world. You will forever be my Hero.
 Poor little Ozzy was so sick this afternoon. I was cleaning up after him constantly. I felt so bad. He finally stopped getting sick around 5 pm. He was able to get some sleep & woke up to eat & drink a little after a couple hours of rest. He played for a few minutes & is sleeping again. I think that him being so sick really wiped him out. He is sleeping next to Mom & he looks so sweet & peaceful. He is definitely Mom's baby & Princess is Mark's baby. She is better with me but follows her " Daddy " around all the time. It is cute for the most part but at times it does get annoying...lol.
 Everything else is ok. Gearing up for this week coming. Mark has a couple face to face interviews like I was saying to you yesterday. Mom has school work to do & on Friday we are headed back up to NH to spend my Birthday with family & friends. I can't believe Mom will be 44 years old in 1 week. I feel old but I bet Meme feels even older..lol! 
 Mom is going to end this letter for now. I am having a hard time keeping my eyelids open. I hope that your evening wherever you may be is restful & peaceful. I haven't gone outside of the apartment today or tonight so I am not sure if the stars are shining or not. The sky all day was cloudy & nasty. I will try to see if I can see any....doesn't matter as I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you can hear Mom. I love you my sweet precious son. I miss you so much. I hope you have the sweetest dreams ever & I get to see you in my own tonight. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!