Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is doing ok. I am going to be leaving in an hour & I am going to a paint night like Mom did back in March. We will be painting a sunset so I know you will be with Mom giving me all kinds of pointers & directions as this is right up your alley. Hope I can make you proud. I am so sorry that I didn't write to you last night but I was pretty upset. I had every intention on writing but something was said to Mom that made me very upset & angry. It wasn't the person who told me that upset & hurt me, it was someone else. I can understand that people can dislike others but being disrespectful is a whole other story. Anyone can say stuff about me or others but when it is turned to you I have an issue with it & my claws will come out. No one will disrespect you at any time. Never happened when you were with me here & it certainly won't happen now. I am your protector. I know you know what was said & I know you will frown upon it but you would laugh it off & tell me to let it go. I would any other time but this person just needs to learn a lesson & needs to be put in her place. I think that time is now. Enough of that subject.....
 Today was a good day for me. I submitted 5 exams for my classes & I received all 100's on them. I was super excited. I will be doing another one tomorrow. I hope you are so proud of Mom. Thanks to you pumpkin I am doing all this. Mom got to speak to Meme last night & Grandpa today. All is well there with them. That was so good to hear. Aunt Beck is still camping until the 25th & I will chat with her when they return. Thanks for watching over us all like you do. It means so much to Mom. Mom's friend had his court date & things went better than expected for him so that was awesome news to hear too. Think that is all I have for the time being so here are the daily prayers that I need to catch up on. 
 July 19~ Teach me your way, O Lord, that I may walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart to revere your name. My Lord, the things that tempt my heart away from undivided devotion to you are the things of this world that offer temporary comfort, pleasure, or a boost to my ego. It's when I turn to these things for what I need instead of to you that I put them in place they do not belong. Please make me aware of the ways in which I am fashioning idols out of other things, whether out of your kind provisions or things expressly forbidden. Turn my heart fully toward you so that my way may not be darkened by deceptiveness of false ways. If a house divided against itself cannot stand, neither can a divided heart keep to a single  purpose. Amen.
 July 20 ~ I will walk with integrity of heart within my house; I will not set before my eyes anything that is base. I Pray Heaven to Bestow The Best of Blessings on THIS HOUSE,  and on ALL that shall hereafter Inhabit it. May none but Honest & Wise Men ever rule under This Roof! May we, as individuals, adopt this prayer for our own homes. For there is no house of government that can ever be as influential as our family homes are, nor can what transpires in government mansions be as important as what is modeled, taught & " caught " within the sacred walls of our own households. Amen.
 Mom is all caught up right now. The sky is looking like it will be a lovely sunset. I am hoping so. I will whisper to you tonight as I always do. Be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear Mom & I will smile as well. May your night be everything you need & want it to be. Many adventures to you as I sleep tonight. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I miss you beyond any words could ever express. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. 
 Its time for me to go paint! Wish me luck...lol! Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Good night my sweet precious son. Sweet dreams, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!