Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday evening? Happy Friday the 13th to you! It is also a very full moon too! I know it is one of your favorite days. Mom is really not doing that well. I took the pups out for a walk today & it said it was 44 degrees outside.... I thought it would be a nice 44 degrees & it was but the wind was whipping & it went right through me as I didn't have a jacket on. Ever since then I have been cold & I can't seem to warm up at all. I at least wanted to write you a short letter to tell you that I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. I think that Mom will be going to bed shortly so that I can get some sleep as again I did not sleep hardly at all last night. If you could come be with Mom tonight so that I can get some sleep or if you could visit me in my dreams tonight I would really appreciate it so much. Thank you my sweet precious son. 
 Mom has no updates for you at all as it was a quiet day. Grandpa & Debbie called last last & I guess they are going to come down tomorrow for a few hours. It will be nice to see them. We will go do a little shopping maybe at the mall or at a few stores & then head out to get something to eat & back home to visit for a little bit. Sunday Mom will have to do grocery shopping & then I have a nail appointment.....so I guess it is a busy weekend now. Meme & I spoke last night as well. Things are good there. Aunt Beck never called me back or called today so I guess she is pretty busy. I guess I will try her in the morning or over the weekend. I am sure to have more updates for you later on in the weekend. Here is your daily prayer for January 13~ Guard me as the apple of the eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings. How intimately you care for me, omnipotent Father! I look at how big the word is & at how many things around me there are that can harm me & yet, as fragile as I am, I can move among life's dangers guarded by your watchfulness & sheltered by your protective love for me. I praise you for your tenderness, for your vigilance & for making me your own child. Under his wings I am safely abiding; through the night deepens & tempests are wild, Still I can trust Him, I know He will keep me; He has redeemed me & I am His child. Under His wings, under His wings, Who from His love can be sever? Under His wings my soul shall abide, Safely abide forever. Amen.
 Mom's quote for the night is my all time favorite: " Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away! " That is so true & you, Tyler gave Mom so many of those moments. The moments that I will cherish forever now. They are in my head & in my heart. Thank you for all those times. You forever live in my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Mom is going to close this letter now so that I can go lay down & try to get some solid sleep. Plus I am hoping that I can warm up too. I hope that you have a peaceful evening doing all the things you need & want to do. Have fun tonight & continue to fly high & free like I know you are. I will whisper to you later so be listening out for my voice. Smile & Mom will too. Good night & sweet dreams. Until tomorrow.....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!