Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing okay. A bit tired but I am alright. Last night we were suppose to get thunderstorms around 7 pm - midnight and we didn't get them so Mom was thankful for that but then around 2:15 am Princess and Ozzy woke me up with her shaking and him running under the bed. Mom got Ozzy out and situated and then I grabbed Princess and held her until she stopped shaking. I think I got to fall asleep around 3 am and up at 8 am. Here in our complex where we live they are putting new roofs on every building. Ours is 1st as it is #1. They started at 8:30 am and they will go until 5:30 pm every day until they get every building done and of course weather permitting. They started right on the side of our bedroom and bathroom this morning. It is super loud and the pups are nervous and barking. Mom has a huge headache to say the least...ugh! Tonight will definitely be an early night to bed to get some much needed sleep. 
 Today, Mark was up at 8:30 am and he went right into his office and started to work. I was very proud of him. He is taking it easy and I am proud of him for that as well. Mom, however wanted to do some studying but I have not done any. I lounged in bed for a bit this morning, made some breakfast, did the dishes, got ready, did the laundry, folded it up and put it away, vacuumed the floors and then made sure Mark was all set. I then made him lunch, did those dishes and now I am writing to you.  It is already going on 3 pm. Mom will be needing to get Mark's medicine together for him and then I am going to go relax for a bit before starting dinner and getting the pups fed. I won't have much relaxing time between now and then but that is okay. Mom is learning that every little bit helps. 
 Today, I was able to chat with Bob for a bit. He called. He sounded so depressed. Mom feels so bad for him. I told him that at any time he needed to chat to just pick up the phone and call me as I am always here. Mom also chatted with one of her friends. She is going through a hard time right now as well. Lots of different things are happening all at once for her. I listened to what she was saying but didn't say much as I can't. I will pray for her and wish her well but that is all I can do on my end. Mom has learned so much in the last year on who her friends are and who are not. I have to say I thought I has so many friends and come to find out I really don't have hardly any....maybe 2-3 and that is it. It used to hurt me so much but no I guess my skin is thicker and I just moved on as there was nothing else to do. I couldn't change the way they were and I was tired of being the only one who was trying to stay in touch. Being the only one all the time gets old and fast. Mom has come to realize that people change and not everyone is meant to be in your life forever. Some are there for you when you need them to be and when you don't they move on. Some are there to teach you a lesson or vice versa and when that lesson has been taught, it is time to move on. I never really thought that way about friendships before but I do now more than ever. Anyways.... it is always nice to know that you have just a couple of people you can call true friends. Mom is thankful for the real ones that I do have. 
 Mom has no updates for you at all again today. The phones were quiet last night and there was no skype call either. Mom will be chatting with meme and Grandpa later tonight I am sure so I should have some updates for you tomorrow. 
 Mom was telling you about a song that I found a couple weeks ago that brought me to tears. I wanted to write the lyrics to the song for you. Here they are:

Beautiful

Sometimes in the silence
I can hear you sing
And fell your loving presence
Ever near
There's something strong between us
Like a force that I can't see
A bridge connecting us
Invisibly

I know that you are near me
Though we're far apart
I see your face before me

I know that you can hear me
When I'm calling from my heart
I know that you are always there

Sometimes I think that you must be
An Angel passing through
There was never anyone
As beautiful as you

I know that you are with me
In everything I do
And follow every footstep
Of my way
You are my guardian Angel
And will forever be
The one who's always walking
Close to me

I miss you in the moonlight
And in the morning sun
I miss you every hour 
of the day
There's never been a moon gone by
Without you on my mind
A part of you will always stay

Sometimes I think you must be 
An Angel passing through
'Cause there was never anyone
As beautiful as you
Somehow I know that you must be
An Angel passing through
Oh there was never anyone 
As beautiful as you

Seasons come and seasons go
But you will always be
More than beautiful to me
You're more than beautiful to me

Mom thinks of you every time I hear that song. It makes me feel closer to you. Mom is going to figure out how to post it on this blog for anyone who wants to hear the actual song. I will try to do that by the end of this week. I hope you love the song just as much as Mom loves it. It makes me sad but it also makes me smile when I hear it. 
 I will light your candle later tonight and I will whisper to you tonight just like I do each and every night. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile right back to you my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I miss you beyond any words can say and I love you with all my heat and soul. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. To infinity and beyond. You will always be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun tonight while Mom gets some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you, Tyler. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later tonight.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

 TODAY, JUNE 03, 2019

He came and preached peace to you who were far away and peace to those who were near. For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit. Ephesians 2:17–18, NIV

Dear Father in heaven, we thank you for all your goodness and for the peace you give us. Unite us as your people, we pray. Unite us as one people with all your children who have ever lived, as one people with all who want to serve you. The more faithfully and joyfully we are your people, the more blessing you can give. Let the material world come under your hand. Guide your children on earth. Lead us in such a way that others may be helped. When we suffer, grant us strength and understanding of your will. Protect us today and every day. Amen.