Tuesday, December 10, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is kinda wound up right now because I am upset with Meme at this point. She again didn't go and visit Bob in the hospital. He has been there for 5 days and she went for 4 hours on Saturday. No one went to visit him for the last 3 days. I know it is none of my business but it makes me sick to think that he was alone this whole time. When you were in the hospital I was there every day and night and on the weekends. That was my life. She got the call at 2 pm that he was going to be discharged. She left the house to go get him and 1.5 hours later she is driving back to the house. We programmed her phone to direct her to where she was going, we told her what to do and to leave her phone alone....nope...she said she got lost but she found her way back to the house. Mom got in her vehicle and told her to follow me. I was taking her to the point and then she was on her own. I was so angry. She was expecting to come back to the house and have me or both Mark and I take her to the hospital and drive. That did not happen at all. I did what I said I was going to do... took her about 5 miles down the road and told her that she knew where she was. She went one way and I went the other to come home. I feel so bad for Bob as he was discharged over 2 hours ago. The hospital is 8 miles from where we live and takes 10 minutes to get there. That is it. It is after 4 pm. I am sure they will be back within the hour so Mom wanted to write to you now. Tonight is going to be a quiet night. I am sure that Bob will turn in early as he will be tired. Mark will probably play his games and Mom is going to just take time for me and maybe watch a movie and then call it a night. I am tired for some reason today. I felt that I slept good last night but maybe I got too much sleep from not getting enough the other 2 nights. Who knows but I am going to relax this evening that is for sure. 
 The temp today is over 85 degrees. It is super warm out! It is sunny and nice. The next 3 days there will be scattered thunderstorms during the day and evening but sunny otherwise. Our pool area where it was painted didn't really come out the way we hoped it would for the price we paid. He guys will be back again to fix it and hopefully then it will look like we want it too. I am sure it will. The color is nice. Mom has hope! 
 Not much else for updates. I haven't spoken to anyone at all. Aunt Beck will be on the road in 5 days and we will rarely hear from her until she gets back and Bean never calls and Grandpa doesn't call either so the phone never rings. Every once in awhile Auntie Kristina will call but that is few and far between as well because of her Dad. He is still in the hospital. He has good days but more bad days I am afraid. It is sad. I know she is having a very hard time with it. Mark is still working crazy hours and Mom is trying to get back to her studying but there is always something or someone that disturbs me. This is where I need to have a private room and office so that I can shut the door. If Grandpa and Debbie don't move then I will I will have a separate office. I will have that answer in 3 weeks. 
 Mom hopes that your evening will be peaceful and pleasant with doing all kinds of things that are needed of you and things that you want to do. If you can, come visit Mom in my dreams tonight. I would love that so much. Mom will light the candle in a few. Looks like a new one will be needed in a couple of nights. I will whisper to you later as well so smile to me and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you but for now, Mom is going to get going and get things set for when Meme returns with Bob. Remember that I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You will forever be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. I miss you more than words. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams, pumpkin.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

But for you who revere my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its rays. And you will go out and frolic like well-fed calves. Malachi 4:2, NIV
Lord our God, we think of all the people who have trusted in you. We remember all the signs and wonders you have shown to establish your name among us. We belong to those who hold to you today; may our hearts be kept faithful through your Spirit. Even if there are great hardships in our times and everything seems on the verge of collapse, even if the world perishes, you, O God, are our stronghold. This truth remains forever. In you we want to hold true until your great day comes, until the power of the Savior is revealed in many people so that in their misery they can believe and find help and comfort. Amen.

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