Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? It is December 31st...the last day of the year and decade. It is 8:15 pm and we have just 3 hours and 45 minutes until 2020 is here! Mom is missing you like crazy. I remember all the New Years we would spend together. We would have so many people over, playing games, listening to music, and then counting down with confetti and kisses. Tonight, for us, is a very low key evening. We are all tired from our day at Sea World. Meme and Bob went to bed already. They both called it a night at 6:30 pm. Mom and Mark will watch the ball drop and then head to bed right after as we are just as tired. 
 Our day was fun. We did a lot of walking around, looking at the flamingos, turtles, dolphins, manatees and did a bit of shopping. Mark, Meme, and Bob enjoyed themselves. It was their first time there and it was the 7 time for Mom. The last time was with you in December 2010. We watched the dolphin show and one of the dolphins name was Tyler. Mom teared up a bit. I smiled though remembering all the times we were there together. We loved it there and Mom is so glad we got to go 4 times.
 Mom called Grandpa to say hello but he was getting to go out dancing tonight. I will call him tomorrow. Mom will be up early to go grocery shopping and then I will be taking the Christmas decorations down. Mom will write to you after I do all that and then clean. It will be a very full day for sure. I have no updates for you at all today but I will definitely let you know when I have some. I sure hope you have a fun night doing all the things that you need to do and want to do while Mom gets some much need sleep. Your candle was lit for a few hours tonight. I will whisper to you later on tonight before I go to bed. Mom can't believe that this is the last letter to you in 2019. That is crazy to think about it. Always remember that you are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart,mind,body and soul. Mom loves you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you my sweet precious son. For now, Mom needs to go give Princess her meds for the night and then we will watch a bit of tv before we watch the ball drop. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams pumpkin. I miss you so much and Happy New Years Eve in Heaven.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤