Wednesday, December 11, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is doing alright. It is already after 5 pm so Mom is not going to write a super long letter tonight but I did want to write to you before I signed off the computer for the evening. 
 The weather today is super warm but it is now really cloudy and overcast. I think it said that we could get some rain and thunderstorms later this evening or over night. Sure hope it is before bed so that the pups won't be scared. 
 Mom was up early this morning just like every morning since we moved here. I fed the pups and then Mark took them for their morning walk. We all relaxed downstairs for a bit before going separate ways around 8:30 am. Mark went to his office to work, Meme got ready to go to the DMV and Mom came upstairs, made the bed, and then started on cleaning and straightening out the bathroom closet and under the sinks. I had not done that since we moved in so it was needed. I went through everything and got rid of what was not needed. After that was done, I did my night stand by the bed. It was after 1 pm when I finished that so I went downstairs to have a bite to eat and visit with everyone. When that was finished, I came back upstairs and took a shower and then got ready. I am now writing to you and then going downstairs to feed the pups and then make dinner for us. Tonight will be a relaxing night with watching TV for a bit and then going to bed. Mom did not get much sleep at all so I am hoping for some tonight. 
 Bob came home yesterday around 4:30 or 5 pm. Not quite sure but he is home. Not saying much at all again though. He watched a bit of TV and then went to bed. Today he has not said hardly anything and has done nothing but slept all day again. The doctors told him he needs to get up and do things and not sit all day long. Guess he is not going to listen to them. Tomorrow he has a doctors appointment for more bloodwork. They will be gone all morning and back home in the afternoon. Next week he has appointments on Monday and Thursday. Meme is already once again stressed out with everything. Bob just doesn't want to do a thing or listen to the doctors. It is hard sitting back and watching it all and at times...a lot of times it is frustrating as all heck. He snores really bad at night...every night and his bed is up against our bathroom wall....we can hear him every night and it keeps Mom up a lot of the time. Meme made the suggestion to have him rearrange his room so that we wouldn't hear him and his response was" do I have to?" Meme said yes it would be nice and Bob ended up saying that he wasn't going to. That is so disrespectful to Mark and Mom. I think I will have to have a talk with him and tell him that he has a choice... rearrange the room or change rooms with Meme because I am tired of losing sleep because of it.  I will let you know which he chooses. Not much else is new. No one has called at all. Grandpa hasn't spoken to Mom since we talked on Sunday night. Makes me sad but I can't do anything to change it either. I always make the effort to call him but this time I am going to wait to see how long it takes for him to call Mom. 
 I will light your candle and put my new Jack warmer on in a few minutes. I will whisper to you later this evening when I go to bed so smile for me when you hear my voice and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. I hope you have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thanks! Mom is going to get going as Ozzy keeps jumping on me to say that he is hungry and it is past feeding time...lol. Plus I need to get dinner going for us too. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You will forever be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter so until then....good night and sweet dreams. I miss you like crazy and more than words.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is today's prayer:

Keep me safe, my God, for in you I take refuge. I say to the Lord, "You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing. Psalm 16:1–2, NIV
Dear Father in heaven, look on us as your children, and grant that we may feel in you the highest good for time and eternity. Even if we have to deny ourselves and make great sacrifices, you remain our treasure, our riches, our love, and our joy. Give us strength as a gathered people ready to serve you. Grant us your Spirit whenever we do not understand what we should do. Shelter us always in your hands, and allow us to see your miracles in souls and in bodies. For you are our God, the Almighty, and you find the way to help in everything. Amen.

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