Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? I hope everything is wonderful where you are & what you have been doing today & this evening. Today is Grandpa's Birthday. I hope you went to visit him & gave him a kiss. I hope you said Happy Birthday to him. I talked to him this morning for a little bit. Sure do miss him bunches. He said the weather was beautiful for his special day. I was so happy to hear that. He is someone that is special to me. I have always been a Daddy's Girl & I always will be. I hope he had a wonderful day because he so deserves it. 
 I spoke to Meme tonight too. She is doing well but unfortunately Bob is not, but I am sure you already know this. It makes me so sad to hear of all this. He is such a good man & step dad to me. He doesn't deserve this suffering. Is there anything that you can do for him, Tyler? If so please help him out. Help Meme too... it is hard on her as well. It makes me worry a lot about them. I dislike being so far away. Thank you pumpkin. It means a lot to us all.
 Everything else is good. Still busy getting things set for the Wedding in 3 months & this coming Sunday we are traveling to Louisiana for Mark's work. It is like a 4 hour drive there so it won't be so bad. Please watch over us as you always do, but just a little extra so we get there safely & return back home safely too. Thanks! 
 I have 2 days to catch up on for our daily prayers so I will start that now. September 8~ The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with your Spirit. Dear Lord, thank you for showing us through your Word how your early followers cared for one another. Whether in greeting or at a time of departure, they often asked for a blessing of grace for one another. So do we, Lord. Please send your blessing of grace to all those we love, all those we encounter, & all those we hope to lead closer to you. And may your grace encourage us & lift our spirits, just as it did for all who received it in centuries past. Such a nice & simple prayer asking for blessings in our every day life to all that we love & cherish. I do this daily. I will always continue to as well.
 September 9~ ( Grandpa's Birthday! ) We have not ceased praying for you & asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of God's will in all spiritual wisdom & understanding, so that you may lead lives worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to him, as you bear fruit in every good work & as you grow in the knowledge of God. Father in heaven, one of the biggest challenges we face is our attempt to understand things through your eyes. It simply can't be done fully here on earth, but that shouldn't stop us from trying or even from asking you why you do things the way you do. At the same time please keep us humble, Father. We know that you ways are not always our ways, but from your eternal perspective they always lead us in the right direction for our lives. Never give up on us. We need your guidance in our lives, & we welcome it. Thank you for your forgiveness when we question you instead of simply trusting you. The loving Spirit that created you is always available to guide you into a better life. I often question why things happen the way they do. Times I get frustrated & even angry. I yell, scream & cry because I don't understand why... since you passed I am learning that God has his plans for me & things go the way they are suppose to. I may not always like it or have to like it but it is done this way for a reason. I have to learn to trust & put all my faith in God's hands. I am learning this slowly, but I am learning. Day to day I remind myself. Thank you for your help as well Tyler. I know you are there lending a helping hand to Mom. I am so honored of you my sweet precious son. Always have & always will be. I miss you so much. I love you beyond any words I could ever express to you. 
 I haven't been outside this evening but I am sure whether the moon & stars are visible you are shining brightly up there in the heavens above. I will whisper to you as I always do so I hope you will be listening out & can hear Mom. I hope you have a peaceful evening. Sweet dreams my sweet son. Forever in my heart & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. I heard tonight that you have been visiting Brandy frequently. She told Aunt Becky that. So happy to hear of this. Other things are going on with her as well. I believe you are there to protect her. Watch over her ( and us all daily ). Thank you!

P.S.S. Meme could use some protection as well. Things are happening to her too. I know you know what I am talking about. Make sure to stop in & see her...just don't scare her Ty..lol  = ]  Thanks pumpkin ( or as Meme would say.. Peanut! )