Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Happy Easter to you in Heaven again this year. It is the 5th one without you & Mom is having a hard time with it today. The weather here is 85 degrees & sunny. Mom was sitting on the balcony enjoying it all but came in because I was at the point where I could not stand to listen to the children playing & being so happy that the Easter Bunny came. It just brought back way to much for Mom. I received a message today that my friend, Gary went to see you today & he brushed away the branches & twigs for Mom. I thought that was so sweet. I teared up on that one. I asked him why he did that & he said he was thinking of Mom. I bet that made you smile, huh? As hard as it was it made me smile. 
 Today has been a pretty mellow day for Mark & Mom. I got surprised with 2 dozen long stem roses. They are so pretty. Yellow/ Peach/ Red...just breathtaking. I wasn't expecting them at all so that was so nice. This morning Mom did laundry, vacuumed, gave Princess & Ozzy baths, got ready myself & now I am cooking our dinner. It sounds like a lot but really it only took Mom about 2 hours to do everything. I have been on the phone more than anything calling around & chatting with everyone & wishing them a Happy Easter... lets see... Meme, Grandpa, Debbie, Aunt Donna, Uncle Kenny, Uncle Chris, Gary, Johnny, Aunt Shirley & then I texted Aunt Beck, Marion & Charlie. Mark called his Dad, Karen, Gary, Sarah, Ellis, Stacey, Dave, Rick, Bonnie & Joe. We think we covered everyone that is for sure. others we wished a Happy Easter over facebook as there is just too many to do individually. 
 As far as updates go...Aunt Beck is in Colorado where it is windy & 37 degrees today. Meme & Bob are home as he is not feeling well. Debbie is heading to work for the night, Grandpa is hopefully relaxing this afternoon. I will touch base with him tonight. Haven't heard from Brandy but don't expect to but I am sure she is cooking today for everyone. Think that is it for now. Everyone is fine & happy....just busy in their every day life.
 Mom wonders what you are doing today? Is there a big celebration in Heaven or do you not celebrate it? I wonder things like this all the time. Wish you could answer Mom & tell me so I would know. I guess I will just imagine that you do. Eat some peeps as they are one of your favorites! I guess I will write the daily prayer to you now.... April 16~ Open to me the gates of righteousness, that I may enter through them & give thanks to the Lord. Glorious Lord, I come before you to worship. I don't take this privilege lightly. I imagine the ancient Israelites climbing the steep streets of Jerusalem toward the Temple & entering through those beautiful gates. I imagine the priests entering the Holy Place with the sacred incense & holy bread & the high priest venturing into the Holy of Holies. Coming into your presence is a sacred trust. But I don't have to climb a hill; I can kneel in my home. You have already opened the gates to your presence & you invite me to enter whenever I will. So, here I am to worship. You are my great God. I thank you & I love you. Therefore, I urge you, brothers & sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy & pleasing to God---this is your true & proper act of worship. Amen. 
 Here is day 31 of the Inner Peace cards: My inner being is serene & peaceful. Happiness, fulfillment & purpose in life are all inner concepts. If you don't have inner peace & serenity, then you have nothing. 
 Mom needs to get going for now my sweet precious son. I have to finish getting our dinner going so we can eat at a descent time...lol. Mom hopes that your night will be all that you need & want it to be. Come visit Mom in my dreams if you can. Remember you are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You are forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. I will whisper to you later so smile when you hear Mom. I will smile too. when you see the candle burning tonight... know it is for you. I miss you & love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom will be back tomorrow night so until then....good night & sweet dreams. Happy Easter, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!