Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is not having a good day at all. The weather is again heavy rain & winds with temperatures being in the 30's. My face & head are hurting me so bad. This is day 4 of this weather. The sun has not come out at all this week. It is very depressing to me. Tomorrow the weather is suppose to be cloudy again but no rain. Maybe if we are lucky we will see the sun this weekend. 
 Mom's day started out early like always. I ate breakfast & got ready. The pups didn't want to go for a walk because it was really raining out so Mom decided to come into my office & start studying. Start early & get done at a descent time. Last night the computer did about 30 updates & I thought nothing of it. Turned the computer on to start my day & it seems to have crashed. Just my luck as it is the computer I need to do my studying on. Mark took a look at it before he had to leave.... said to leave it be & see what it does. Well it has been over 2 hours now & it is still doing the same thing. I hope that it is something easy to fix as this is going to prolong me from doing anything. Mom is so upset about the whole thing. Today is just not my day, I guess. Please if there is anything that you can do to help Mom I ask you for it. Thank you my sweet precious son. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Mom spoke to Meme today. She called while she was on her lunch break at work. They are switching her hours again. she is so unhappy now with her job. I wish that she could just quit & never have t deal with it again. Mom spoke to Grandpa & Debbie last night. Everything is good with them as well. Wish Grandpa didn't work as hard as he does either & same with Debbie. Wish Mom had millions of dollars so that I could have them relax & live a comfortable life without worries. Mom would also make sure we were set & also I would give to a few charities. Maybe some day that will happen, right? A girl can dream! Mom has no other updates for you today but I am sure to have some over the weekend for you. Sunday is a skype call with Tubal & Karen & I am sure to chat with everyone else. 
 Here is your daily prayer for the day: April 6~ The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit; a broken & contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. I come to you humbly, my Lord, well aware of my sins. I have done things to displease you & I have avoided doing things you wanted me to do. I have not listened t your voice enough. Instead, I often go my own rebellious way. And I bow before you now in sorrow with a broken spirit & a contrite heart. Please forgive my sins. Jesus sacrificed himself as atonement for my sins & I claim that sacrifice now. Wipe the record clean & restore our love. I pray. If we confess our sins, he who is faithful & just will forgive us our sins & cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Amen.
 Here is day 22 of the Inner Peace cards: Love is a gift to the world. I fill myself with love & I send that love out into the world. How others treat me is their path; how I react is mine. Mom loves this card & it is a reminder of what I needed to know. How people react to me is their choice, their opinion & I need not to worry about it. Very few know my story & all the things I have gone though & had to fight for. I need to just be me & the people that remain in my life are the ones that are suppose to be there. 
 Boy, the rain is coming down something fierce right now. It is crazy. The wind is blowing & it is just a miserable day out there. The Red Sox had a game to play today but for the 1st time they canceled it due to the weather. Never heard of them doing that but I can totally see why. Mom isn't going to see anything shining in the sky again tonight for the 4th time right in a row. I know you are shining bright for someone that needs it. You continue to make Mom proud. Just thinking about it warms my heart & makes me smile. Mom hopes that your evening will be filled with joy, love & peace. May you get to have fun doing all the things you need to & want to. Come visit Mom if you can again. Love it when you do. Mom will whisper to you as I always do later tonight. Be listening for my voice & we shall smile together. You continue to be my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will forever live in my heart, mind, body & soul. Always feel that, Tyler. Never stop. I will be back tomorrow with another letter so until then.....good night & sweet dreams. I love you unconditionally. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!